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Prind\u00ebrit e tet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, Nezir e Hamide Avdyli, kujtojn\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur lufta i ndau nga dy bijt\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb nuk i pan\u00eb. Tre djem t\u00eb tyre, Fadili (24-vje\u00e7ar), Fatmiri (18-vje\u00e7ar) dhe Kujtimi (16-vje\u00e7ar), ishin ndar\u00eb nga familja p\u00ebr t\u2019iu bashkuar kolon\u00ebs s\u00eb njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb po deportoheshin. Kujtimi ia ka dal\u00eb t\u00eb fshihet me disa kusherij n\u00eb nj\u00eb kasoll\u00eb. Dy t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt kan\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb grupin q\u00eb e kishin t\u00ebrhequr nga kolona n\u00eb nj\u00eb oborr sht\u00ebpie. Aty e kan\u00eb vrar\u00eb Fatmirin, kurse Fadili ia ka dal\u00eb t\u00eb arratiset duke mbetur i plagosur n\u00eb krah. Nj\u00eb fqinj q\u00eb ka takuar rrug\u00ebs ia ka lidhur plag\u00ebn. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i fundit q\u00eb raporton ta ket\u00eb par\u00eb Fadilin t\u00eb gjall\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sot, pas nj\u00ebzet vjet\u00ebsh, familja ende nuk di gj\u00eb p\u00ebr fatin e tij, megjith\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjet e b\u00ebra nga babai Neziri dhe v\u00ebllai Kujtimi p\u00ebr ta gjetur. Hamidja tregon se n\u00eb \u00ebndrra Fadili shpesh i p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit: \u201cHajde oj nan\u00eb, hajde me mu, se nuk kom koh\u00eb! Hajde me mu edhe ti!\u201d. Prind\u00ebrit jetojn\u00eb me shpres\u00ebn se do t\u2019ia gjejn\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn eshtrat sa jan\u00eb vet\u00eb ende n\u00eb jet\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBoni vaki di\u00e7ka, mos m\u00eb kaj!\u201d <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nezir Avdyli: Rr\u00ebfimi n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e par\u00eb <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jam prej Of\u00e7ari, atje kam lind\u00eb, atje rrit\u00eb ni koh\u00eb, derisa na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb ushtar\u00eb. Jom kon\u00eb i ri e i papun\u00eb. Na at\u00ebher\u00eb e kena punu tok\u00ebn, sa me met\u00eb gjall\u00eb kur thon\u00eb. Tani, dikun n\u00eb t\u201969-t\u00ebn, kom bo ni vit ushtri t\u2019at\u00ebher\u00ebshit. Baba o kon\u00eb pi zemre smut\u00eb, s\u2019mujke me punu, e nana e mo\u00e7me. Nan\u00ebn hala e kom gjall\u00eb, i ka 100 vjet. Po, osht jasht\u00eb, ka shku te djemt\u00eb atje.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur u ktheva prej ushtrie, hina n\u2019pun\u00eb edhe u martova sa isha hala n\u2019katun. Merrke Trep\u00e7a pun\u00ebtor\u00eb. N\u2019Trep\u00e7\u00eb kom punu nizet vjet si minator. Jom hi n\u00eb \u201871-shin, kom punue deri n\u00eb \u201889-t\u00ebn, kur na qiti Sllobodan Millosheviqi pi pune. N\u00eb shkurt t\u00eb \u201889-t\u00ebs jom kon\u00eb n\u2019grev\u00eb. Tet\u00eb dit\u00eb e tet\u00eb net kena nejt\u00eb mrena pa dal\u00eb hi\u00e7. Kur kemi dal\u00eb, n\u2019kamb\u00eb jemi shkue n\u2019Prishtin\u00eb. Tani, sa her\u00eb protesta e sene… Jena kon\u00eb edhe t\u00eb d\u00ebnum se nuk kena shku n\u2019pun\u00eb. I lypshim t\u00eb drejtat tona. Po at\u00ebher\u00eb dihet kush s\u2019na i jepke t\u00eb drejtat. Dilshim edhe n\u2019protesta, vishim n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Martes\u00ebn e kom pas\u00eb bo me m\u00ebsit. At\u00ebher\u00eb asni bab\u00eb nuk e ka pas\u00eb lan\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00ebn m\u2019u pa me djal\u00eb. E ni sebep i pat than\u00eb mikut: \u201cTa kom gjet\u00eb ni djal\u00eb t\u2019mir\u00eb, a po ia jep \u00e7ik\u00ebn?\u201d. Ai u kujtu do dit\u00eb, e ish kon\u00eb kismet, edhe e kom marr\u00eb. Pa shku ushtar, jena fejue; masi jom kthye prej ushtrie, e kom marr\u00eb, edhe jom pranu n\u2019Trep\u00e7\u00eb. N\u2019Trep\u00e7\u00eb nja 12 vjet kom nejt\u00eb, i kena pas\u00eb banesat, se Trep\u00e7a pi n\u2019Of\u00e7ar o kon\u00eb dikun 4-5 or\u00eb me ec\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kishim kerre. Nuk kish rrug\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Masanej e bleva k\u00ebt\u00eb vend k\u00ebtu, n\u201977-t\u00ebn. E n\u00eb \u201878-t\u00ebn e marova qet\u00eb shpi me sa kom mujt\u00eb. Edhe n\u201980-t\u00ebn e mora familjen e erdha k\u00ebtu. Kur erdha k\u00ebtu, shkojsha n\u2019pun\u00eb tu knue. Se at\u00ebher\u00eb kur ishim pa pun\u00eb, kishim edhe vujtje. E kur hina n\u2019pun\u00eb, erdh\u00ebn senet e u bon\u00eb tana ma mir\u00eb.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kena bo dars\u00ebm, ka pas\u00eb kang\u00ebtar\u00eb q\u00eb knojshin kur i pagujshe. Ka pas\u00eb edhe tupana q\u00eb i merrshe. Po at\u00ebher\u00eb grat\u00eb jon\u00eb kon\u00eb a\u00e7ik (ndaras), burrat a\u00e7ik. Ni jav\u00eb ma her\u00ebt ia nisshin p\u00ebr dars\u00ebm me u bo gati. Edhe besa do gra t\u2019mo\u00e7me q\u00eb i kisha t\u2019af\u00ebrta t\u2019familjes, u tubojshin ka 5-6 edhe t\u00ebhollojshin pet\u00eb p\u00ebr pite. At\u00ebher\u00eb jon\u00eb kon\u00eb do, u thojshin ak\u00e7i, 2-3 vet\u00eb, q\u00eb dijshin me zi, ka 3-4 kazana, tona jemeqet i p\u00ebrgaditshin. At\u00ebher\u00eb krushqit vishin t\u2019shtuneve. Me kon\u00eb vera e mir\u00eb, kur s\u2019kish vene mrena, rrishin edhe jasht\u00eb. Bojshin gjymysh, lujshin. Ia nisshin ni jav\u00eb p\u00ebrpara, po at\u00ebher\u00eb ato bija, ata miq, ni jav\u00eb shkojke mas darsme deri u \u00e7kepshin. Po o kon\u00eb edhe ni lezet at\u00ebher\u00eb. Po edhe tash osht ni lezet. At\u00ebher\u00eb qashtu jon\u00eb feju, jon\u00eb martu, pa u dok\u00eb hi\u00e7. Dikujt s\u2019i bike fort mir\u00eb. E s\u2019u bojshin fort akran\u00e7a, noshta njani q\u00ebllojke ma i mo\u00e7\u00ebm, a di\u00e7ka qashtu. E tash k\u00ebta t\u2019rijt\u00eb po shihen, e po begenisen, po ecin bashk\u00eb, po rrin\u00eb bashk\u00eb, po kaniher\u00eb, do po thojn\u00eb q\u00eb po prish\u00ebn, e me qata p\u2019e \u00e7artin pak. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00ebmija i par\u00eb na lindi mas ni motmoti e gjys\u00eb. Tash i kom gjasht\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, kat\u00ebr djel edhe dy \u00e7ika. E Fatmiri me Fadilin nuk jon\u00eb mo n\u2019mesin ton\u00eb. Lufta p\u00ebr ne e shtir\u00eb o kon\u00eb boll. Hjek\u00eb kena boll. Vujtje kena hala boll. Jo boll, po di\u00e7ka s\u00eb tepri. K\u00ebtu te shpia, her\u00eb na lejshin me nejt\u00eb, her\u00eb s\u2019na lejshin. U duhke nat\u00ebn noshta ngjeti me shku, n\u2019Tavnik te naj sebep, se ksajde jena kon\u00eb, e kena Ibrin ngat, edhe rruga o kon\u00eb ngat. E ata, or\u00eb e \u00e7ast vishin turlifare: milici, ushtri, me maska, pa maska, me mjekra, pa mjekra, me sakica, pa sakica, t\u2019armatosun. Kena pas\u00eb vujtje boll. Nuk di qysh osht ma vshtir\u00eb se q\u00eb e kena pas\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mos pa\u00e7a harrue, kur na kan\u00eb qit\u00eb neve prej Mitrovice, o kon\u00eb 15 prill \u201899. Na kan\u00eb qit\u00eb prej shpiave. Edhe o kon\u00eb 16 e 17, m\u2019doket, p\u00ebr qato 3 dit\u00eb k\u00ebtu o kon\u00eb luft\u00eb e madhe, gazep i madh. P\u00ebr qato 3 dit\u00eb m\u2019doket, krejt mrena \u00e7a osht n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb p\u00ebr tri pjes\u00eb e kan\u00eb qit\u00eb, edhe kush ka mujt\u00eb, o shkue p\u00ebr Shqipni. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me dat\u00ebn 16, dit\u00eb e premte o kon\u00eb, dikun sahati 10, i kom pas\u00eb dy djel, Fatmirin edhe Fadilin, edhe Kujtimi, jon\u00eb dal\u00eb me kolon\u00eb bashk\u00eb. Po kolona o kon\u00eb n\u2019Zhabar atje, me do motra, do nipa, e krejt Zhabarin e tjer\u00eb njer\u00ebz \u00e7ka kan\u00eb gjet\u00eb, e kan\u00eb nis\u00eb teposht\u00eb rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb Zhabarit, deri me ni vend q\u00eb thirret Nan\u00eb Tereza. Aty rruga ngjitet p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb, kapet me rrug\u00eb t\u2019Shipolit. Aty kolona o ngjit\u00eb p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb, tre milic\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un\u00eb nuk jom kon\u00eb, te dyert e oborrit jom da me djemt\u00eb. Dy dit\u00eb p\u00ebrpara. Edhe ma s\u2019i kom pa. Un\u00eb jom met\u00eb knej me ni rrug\u00eb t\u2019Zhabarit, me grue e me qet\u00eb djalin e vog\u00ebl, edhe me dy \u00e7ikat e me dhand\u00ebr. \u00c7ika e martume i ka pas\u00eb dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Edhe qetu jena da, se djelt m\u2019than\u00eb: \u201cNa me do shok\u00eb t\u2019kojshive, kah na jep Zoti, a n\u2019male, a dikah shkojm\u00eb, e ti bab\u00eb hajt me nan\u00ebn, me motrat e k\u00ebta f\u00ebmij\u00eb kah t\u2019muneni\u201d. Bile ju thash\u00eb mos t\u00eb dahen e t\u2019shkojm\u00eb t\u00eb ton\u00eb bashk\u00eb se mozallah me k\u00ebrsit\u00eb di\u00e7ka, nuk e dijm\u00eb \u00e7ka bohet. \u201cPo \u2013 po m\u00eb thojn\u00eb k\u00ebta djelt te dyert e oborrit \u2013 na dojna me shku me do shok\u00eb, se mozallah me k\u00ebrsit\u00eb di\u00e7ka, bile mos t\u2019q\u00ebllojm\u00eb t\u00eb ton\u00eb me ni vend bashk\u00eb.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qeshtu ma s\u00eb mrami jom da me ta. Ma t\u00eb mramen dit\u00eb, q\u00eb jon\u00eb da, qetu te dyert e oborrit i kom pa. Kur kan\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u2019at\u00eb p\u00ebrpjet\u00ebn, m\u2019kan\u00eb kallxu motrat, se tri motra i kom pas\u00eb n\u2019at\u00eb kolon\u00eb, e nipa po nja shtat\u00eb a tet\u00eb aty edhe sebepa t\u00eb familjes, mir\u00ebpo aty k\u00ebta ma s\u00eb pari e kan\u00eb nal\u00eb Bedri Muj\u00ebn e Kova\u00e7ic\u00ebs, e kom pas\u00eb motr\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl t\u2019martume p\u00ebr to. Ai i ka pas\u00eb dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Njonin m\u2019doket e ka pas\u00eb dy vje\u00e7, njonin gjasht\u00eb a shtat\u00eb muej a ni motmot qaty, nuk e di.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Milic\u00ebt, kan\u00eb kallxu, jon\u00eb kon\u00eb me maska at\u00ebher\u00eb. Ni milic i gat\u00eb, ju ka dok\u00eb ftyra pak, kan\u00eb kallxue, i bardh\u00eb si bora edhe syt\u00eb i paska pas\u00eb t\u2019kalt\u00ebrt, e ka vet\u00eb Bedri Muj\u00ebn: \u201cA je ti Bedrija?\u201d. I ka than\u00eb: \u201cPo, un\u00eb vet\u00eb jom\u201d. Edhe ia ka bo: \u201cDil knej, jepja f\u00ebmij\u00ebn dikujt edhe paja kho!\u201d. Tri a kat\u00ebr her\u00eb i ka than\u00eb, po Bedrija nuk o dal\u00eb pi kolone. At\u00ebher\u00eb o afru milici, ia ka kap\u00eb at\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb edhe ka than\u00eb: \u201cMerre k\u00ebt\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb dikush!\u201d. O afrue nana e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, motra jeme, e ka marr\u00eb at\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. E Bedrin\u00eb e kan\u00eb nal\u00eb meniher\u00eb qaty. Tani e kan\u00eb nal\u00eb Fadilin, Fatmirin, edhe ni nip t\u2019motr\u00ebs teme, e ka pas\u00eb emnin Mehdi, 20 vje\u00e7 a 19, nuk i ka pas\u00eb ma shum\u00eb. Edhe i kan\u00eb nal\u00eb do tjer\u00eb t\u2019rrethit t\u2019Mitrovic\u00ebs, qysh kan\u00eb kallxue. A jan\u00eb kon\u00eb si grup tet\u00eb a nont\u00eb a dhet\u00eb, qaty dikun. Qysh ka kallxu ni d\u00ebshmitar, i kan\u00eb shti n\u2019oborr t\u00eb ni shpie edhe i kan\u00eb vra aty. E Fadili, qysh o dal\u00eb pi atyhit, pos Zoti e din. Po, o dal\u00eb i plaguet.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qysh m\u2019ka than\u00eb ni plak qi e kom pas\u00eb ngat k\u00ebtu kojshi: \u201cE kom zatet\u00eb Fadilin\u201d. Ky kojshia o kon\u00eb n\u2019kolon\u00eb. Po o kon\u00eb fort i mo\u00e7\u00ebm e i lodhun, edhe grueja e tij o kon\u00eb e mo\u00e7me, nuk kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb me ec\u00eb me kolon\u00eb. Jon\u00eb met\u00eb mas kolone. Ata jon\u00eb zatet\u00eb me djalin tem Fadilin. Kan\u00eb ndrrue shpejt dy-tri fjal\u00eb, s\u2019kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb me fol\u00eb ma shum\u00eb, se ka mrri forca. Ata m\u2019kan\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cIsh kon\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb plaguet. Ia kena \u00e7ky pak k\u00ebmish\u00ebn, edhe ia kena lidh\u00eb dor\u00ebn sa ma shpejt\u201d. Po Fadili i kish kallxu: \u201cAta \u00e7ka met\u00ebn mrena, t\u00eb ton\u00eb i vran\u00eb\u201d. Fatmiri o kon\u00eb mrena, me at\u00eb grup. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E Fadili i paska thon\u00eb atij kojshis\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb tash jom nda prej kolone, jom i plaguet, hallin e kom kah me shku\u201d. Aty osht ni rrug\u00eb, shkon p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb. Te ajo pjes\u00eb atje, lidhet me Vaganic\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb U\u00c7K-ja edhe Bajram Rexhepi kokan kon\u00eb atje, e ka pas\u00eb shtabin aty doktori, p\u00ebr njer\u00ebz qi kan\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ndihm\u00eb. I ka than\u00eb ky kojshia: \u201cHajt anej hin, e noshta bjen n\u2019dor\u00eb t\u2019U\u00c7K-s\u00eb edhe t\u2019\u00e7ojn\u00eb aty meniher\u00eb\u201d. E Fadili n\u2019qat\u00eb drejtim osht nis\u00eb. Meniher\u00eb o nis\u00eb anej, edhe qekaq di \u00e7ka ka kallxu kojshia. Sot e asaj dite, u bon\u00eb 19 vjet, nuk dim\u00eb mo p\u00ebr fatin e tij.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fadili pra e ka pas\u00eb dit\u00eb p\u00ebr Fatmirin. Po vet\u00eb qysh o dal\u00eb pi atij oborri, pi atij zjermi, pi atyne vrasjeve, nuk e di. A o dal\u00eb p\u00ebr dere, a p\u00ebr naj dritare, nuk e di. Po atij kojshis\u00eb ky ia paska kallxu edhe ni tjet\u00ebr. Kur i kishin pas\u00eb shti mrena n\u2019at\u00eb shpi, qetij dhandrit, Bedri Muj\u00ebs, i kish pas\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cA ikim p\u00ebr dritare, e n\u00eb pshtofshim mir\u00eb, n\u00eb mos pshtofshim, na t\u2019vram\u00eb se t\u2019vram\u00eb\u201d. Ky i kish pas\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cJo, s\u2019po ikim, se na gjo s\u2019kena bo, kujt borxh s\u2019i kemi. E noshta na l\u00ebshojn\u00eb.\u201d Po at\u00ebher\u00eb, qysh i ka kallxue Fadili, i kan\u00eb qit\u00eb n\u2019oborr edhe i kan\u00eb pushkatu aty.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na nuk kena dit\u00eb gjo. Na tu nga, her\u00eb vishim k\u00ebtu te shpia, her\u00eb tu nga n\u00ebp\u00ebr sebepa. Naj dit\u00eb, nuk u bojke me flejt\u00eb, ve\u00e7 rrishim \u00e7uet edhe veshun. Ni dit\u00eb po vjen ni djal\u00eb te dyert e oborrit, po m\u2019thot\u00eb: \u201cKush je ti?\u201d. I thash\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb jom filani\u201d. Kesh tu pi cigare n\u2019ballkon. Edhe pash\u00eb njer\u00ebz, plot gra, burra, vishin prej Ibri e shkojshin kah Tavniku tu nga. E po m\u2019thot\u00eb ai djal\u00eb: \u201cMe t\u2019kallxu baci Nezir di\u00e7ka. Mi shelnjet e Tavnikut, ku o ni kthes\u00eb aty, kah kap\u00ebrcej n\u00ebp\u00ebr ni oborr, i kom pa nja tet\u00eb a nont\u00eb djem t\u2019rij, t\u2019veshun, t\u2019hijsh\u00ebm, me \u00e7anta, t\u2019u mushke menja q\u00eb po keshin, ve\u00e7 q\u00eb nuk folshin. Po nuk guxova me i kqyr\u00eb, se ishin policia t\u2019stacionit aty. P\u00ebrmi ta ni shpi, kish milic\u00eb plot mrena. U tuta q\u00eb po m\u2019vrasin me i kqyr\u00eb. Thash\u00eb, eh t\u2019mjer\u00ebt baba e nana, q\u00eb k\u00ebta djem t\u2019rij t\u00eb ton\u00eb dojn\u00eb me shkue. Ndjeva dhimt\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr ta. S\u2019e dijsha kush jon\u00eb, po e niva ni dhimt\u00eb.\u201d  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

U bo java, apet erdh ni djal\u00eb te dyert e oborrit qitu. Tjet\u00ebr ky. Po m\u00eb vet kush jom. I kallxova. Tha: \u201cBonu i fort\u00eb burr\u00eb, se vallahi djalin, Fatmirin, e kom njoft\u00eb, o kon\u00eb lojtar. Edhe ni nip i yti, edhe ato e kom njoft\u00eb, edhe Bedrin\u00eb e Muj\u00ebs pi Kova\u00e7ice, edhe do tjer\u00eb shok\u00eb aty me ta\u201d. Qishtu ma shnoshi kryet. Tha: \u201cMenxi i kena marr\u00eb parpram\u00eb me U\u00c7K-n\u00eb, shtat\u00eb dit\u00eb e shtat\u00eb net kan\u00eb nejt\u00eb n\u00eb ni oborr aty\u201d. Nuk kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb me i nxjerr\u00eb se s\u2019kan\u00eb guxu prej forc\u00ebs s\u00eb milic\u00ebve. \u201cEdhe i kena marr\u00eb nat\u00ebn, me dy her\u00eb i kena \u00e7u n\u2019Vaganic\u00eb, aty jon\u00eb t\u2019vorrosun, e kan\u00eb ka ni tesh\u00eb n\u2019an\u00eb t\u2019ep\u00ebrme\u201d. Edhe m\u2019tha: \u201cKon e kena njoft\u00eb, ia kena shkru emnin, ia kena lan\u00eb aty\u201d. Me 16 t\u2019kat\u00ebrtit muej m\u2019i kan\u00eb vra djelt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hjeka, hjeka, kurr\u00eb pa hang\u00ebr e pa pi, e n\u00ebp\u00ebr shi, e ton\u00eb tu nga, her\u00eb te shpia, her\u00eb anej, her\u00eb knej. Vujtje t\u2019madhe. Ishim qetu tu nejt\u00eb, kur vjen njani pi mas shpis\u00eb teme, thot\u00eb: \u201cJon\u00eb ardh\u00eb milicia, e kan\u00eb qit\u00eb njer\u00ebz knej me ni ar\u00eb, m\u2019\u00e7uen me ju thon\u00eb ja hajdeni knej, ja ecni shkoni kah Tavniku\u201d. Nuk di kush o kon\u00eb ai njeri. Edhe kena trupue qitu n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpia, se nuk guxojshim me shku posht\u00eb udh\u00ebs, masi mujshin me na gjujt\u00eb pi kalaje atje. Jena shkue te ambulanta e Tavnikut, o kon\u00eb ni vend koxha i \u00e7elun aty. Aty plot njer\u00ebz ka pas\u00eb. Pleq e t\u2019rij, gra e burra plot. K\u00ebta djelt\u00eb nuk dita gjo mo kah e tek met\u00ebn. Aty na kan\u00eb majt\u00eb deri kah n\u00eb 11 a 12 sahati. Edhe at\u00eb dit\u00eb jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb milic\u00eb, ushtri, do me sakica, me mjekra, po as nuk di me kallxu sa jon\u00eb kon\u00eb kriminel\u00eb, \u00e7etnik\u00eb t\u2019Serbis\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prej aty na kan\u00eb \u00e7u n\u2019stacion t\u2019autobusave. At\u00eb dit\u00eb ka ra shi gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn e lume. Kur kom dal\u00eb prej qetuhit, nuk kom mujt\u00eb me i math\u00eb kundrat, po i kom pas\u00eb do opanga, e me qato jom shku n\u2019burg e n\u2019Shqipni masanej. Me qato opanga, pa \u00e7orape hi\u00e7. Se s\u2019kena pas\u00eb kurrgjo, ve\u00e7 me ik\u00eb sa ma shpejt. Aty kan\u00eb nis\u00eb diku prej 12 t\u2019dit\u00ebs e deri n\u20195 sahati t\u2019akshamit, kan\u00eb nda burra ni shumic\u00eb, ve\u00e7 naj plak i mo\u00e7\u00ebm o met\u00eb me granim.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur vike kamioni, sikur me kon\u00eb kompira, qashtu me njer\u00ebz u mushke kamioni. Atyne t\u2019mram\u00ebve sa mujke u mshojke me qoshe t\u00eb pushk\u00ebve. Nuk dijshim ku po i \u00e7ojn\u00eb. Ma s\u00eb mrami jena met\u00eb dikun 150 vet\u00eb a ma shum\u00eb. Dikun 5 sahati t\u2019akshamit o kon\u00eb. Na kan\u00eb shti n\u2019qat\u00eb kamion. Kur jena shkue te pijaci, aty shoferi pi inatit, i ka grah\u00eb me hez, na jena ra ton\u00eb njoni p\u00ebrmi tjetrin. At\u00ebher\u00eb jon\u00eb thye kanatat, nja tre a kat\u00ebr vet\u00eb jon\u00eb ra n\u2019tok\u00eb. \u00c7ka o bo me ta, nuk e di. A jon\u00eb hi mo n\u2019kamion, a jon\u00eb ik\u00eb, nuk di gjo p\u00ebr ta. Un\u00eb jom rr\u00ebzue n\u2019pod t\u2019kamionit. Sa veta jon\u00eb rr\u00ebzue p\u00ebrmi mue, nuk e di, po m\u2019u nal fryma. Gjo ma t\u2019shtir\u00eb nuk kish se fryma me tu nal\u00eb n\u2019fyt. N\u2019vend po t\u2019lshojka shpirti. Po, nuk kom mujt\u00eb mo me marr\u00eb frym\u00eb. Dha Zoti pak, jom ngreh\u00eb ve\u00e7 pak k\u00ebshtu n\u2019duer edhe mu l\u00ebshue fyti. Se qaty pata me met\u00eb i dekt\u00eb n\u2019kamion.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb jena shku te ura e Sjenic\u00ebs, ku o rampa sot. Aty e kishin pas\u00eb pru ni kamion me dy skanija, e me \u00e7adra t\u00eb mlume. Aty i kan\u00eb zatet\u00eb kamionat njonin p\u00ebr tjetrin. Edhe jena dal\u00eb pi atij kamioni, jena hyp\u00eb n\u2019tjetrin edhe e kan\u00eb mshel\u00eb \u00e7adr\u00ebn, ma s\u2019kena dit\u00eb kah po shkojna. Po neve, na kishin pas \u00e7u te burgu i Mitrovic\u00ebs. Kur jon\u00eb dal\u00eb t\u2019par\u00ebt, milicia ishin kan\u00eb n\u2019dy an\u00ebt, t\u2019armatosun, edhe i kishin pas\u00eb stupcat t\u2019zi ka nji met\u00ebr. Gjysa e stupcit zi, gjysa sarit. Na mshojshin me ta, e ia nis\u00ebn po b\u00ebrtasin njer\u00ebzit: \u201cOh kuku nan\u00eb; oh kuku nan\u00eb\u201d. Na kan\u00eb shti mrena n\u00eb burg, ish kon\u00eb ni oborr i madh. Pa hi te dera e burgut, m\u2019ka ra ni milic sa ka mujt\u00eb disa her\u00eb nd\u00ebrmjet dy krah\u00ebve, ve\u00e7 q\u00eb s\u2019rash\u00eb p\u00ebr tok\u00eb. Hala sot m\u2019doket q\u00eb m\u2019dhamin kraht\u00eb prej at\u00ebhershit, e nuk muj me ec\u00eb mo drejt, shkoj si g\u00ebrbavt\u00eb. M\u2019dhem shpina, q\u00eb me at\u00eb far\u00eb stupci sa her\u00eb ka desht\u00eb m\u2019ka ra.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur jena hi mrena, me ftyr\u00eb p\u00ebr muri na kan\u00eb qit\u00eb ren. Edhe duert i kena pas\u00eb lidhun. Aty tani, me ren: \u201chajde ti, hajde ti, hajde ti\u201d, tu na \u00e7u mrena n\u2019burg. Sa m\u2019kujtohet kati i par\u00eb ish kon\u00eb. Ish ni rreth, aty t\u2019pritke milicia, as me hi, as me dal\u00eb pi aty mo s\u2019lejshin. Kur m\u2019ka ardh\u00eb reni, m\u2019ka than\u00eb \u201chajde ti\u201d, po nuk guxojshim me kqyr\u00eb kurrkah. N\u2019an\u00ebn e majt\u00eb e kom pas\u00eb tjetrin, po s\u2019kom guxu me kqyr\u00eb, s\u2019e kom dit\u00eb q\u00eb o nis\u00eb ai. O ardh\u00eb milici e m\u2019ka than\u00eb s\u00ebrbisht: \u201c\u00c7ka prite?\u201d. E ma shau nan\u00ebn, edhe m\u2019ra nja kat\u00ebr her\u00eb, sa ka pas\u00eb fuqi. Menxi jom ndreq\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E na kan\u00eb \u00e7u n\u2019zyre t\u2019burgut, me na marr\u00eb n\u2019pytje. Ish nji komandir a \u00e7ka ish nuk e di, ve\u00e7 i ri ish. I kom pas\u00eb tre milic\u00eb n\u2019an\u00ebn e majt\u00eb, tre n\u2019an\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb, edhe dy a tre p\u00ebrmas. Jom kon\u00eb i rrethuet midis tyne. Kur hina aty, m\u2019tha: \u201cA e din s\u00ebrbisht\u00ebn?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cNuk e di\u201d. \u201cQysh t\u2019vjen ma kollaj me fol\u00eb, shqip a s\u00ebrbisht, se na i dijm\u00eb krejt,\u201d m\u00eb tha. E po m\u2019vet\u00eb: \u201cPi kah je?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb jom pi Of\u00e7ari.\u201d \u201cQysh e ki emnin?\u201d \u201cNezir e kom. Nezir Avdyli.\u201d Po m\u2019thot\u00eb: \u201cKqyr, ve\u00e7 njo po ta thom: ve\u00e7 rren ose gabon di\u00e7ka e s\u2019kallxon drejt, qitu kena me t\u00eb ndreq\u00eb.\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cAs s\u2019kom \u00e7ka me rrejt\u00eb, as nuk kom bo kurrgjo\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mir\u00ebpo, harrova me kallxu qi kur hina me ni korridor aty, ishin kon\u00eb nja shtat\u00eb a tet\u00eb vet\u00eb t\u2019skurrum n\u2019gjak krejt, me duer lidhun p\u00ebr qafe, e me ftyr\u00eb prej stene, po do nuk kishin mujt\u00eb me nejt\u00eb n\u2019kam\u00eb. Nja dy a tre ishin ungjun, po s\u2019guxojsha me i kqyr\u00eb. Do ishin n\u2019kam\u00eb, po qysh i ka bo nana, t\u2019xhveshun krejt ishin. Pos skurrojshin gjak. Edhe u nijke q\u00eb po sillet ni di\u00e7ka. Na ktyneher\u00eb i kina pas\u00eb mullijt\u00eb me uj\u00eb n\u2019katun. E kur bluejshin n\u2019t\u00eb that\u00eb, qi metshin pa drith\u00eb, ju nijke krisma mullinit kushedi ku. E u nijke ni di\u00e7ka, qashtu ni kris\u00ebm e madhe. Kur i pash\u00eb ata ashtu, thash\u00eb me veti: \u201cEdhe neve me siguri, ve\u00e7 po na vetkan \u2018kush je, tek je?\u2019 edhe po na \u00e7ojkan po na blujkan\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E n\u2019at\u00eb zyr\u00eb ku m\u2019\u00e7uen m\u2019i than\u00eb qato fjal\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019kallxova. Tha: \u201cKu rrnon?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cRrnoj te Aradha e Shal\u00ebs\u201d. Qashtu o thirr\u00eb kjo rrug\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb ni milic e ka \u00e7u ni qasi stupci me m\u2019ra n\u2019krye. M\u2019tha: \u201cPo rren, se nuk thirret ashtu\u201d. Ni tjet\u00ebr milic i tha: \u201cMos i bjer, se nuk o tu rrejt\u00eb. Ka dy jav\u00eb qi jom kon\u00eb n\u2019at\u00eb rrug\u00eb e po, qashtu u thirrke, po po m\u2019vjen \u00e7udi \u2013 tha \u2013 se moti jena k\u00ebtu n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb, po s\u2019e kom pa kurr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb njeri\u201d. Tha: \u201cA del ti najher\u00eb?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cVallahi kur kam nevoj\u00eb me ble naj harxh shpie, dal. Kur s\u2019kam nevoj\u00eb, punoj pun\u00eb shpie e rri n\u2019shpi\u201d. Ai tjetri milic q\u00eb merrke n\u2019pytje, tha: \u201cJena kon\u00eb n\u2019Of\u00e7ar para dy dite, me t\u2019lyp\u00eb ty. Dy dit\u00eb e dy net kena nejt\u00eb aty. P\u00ebr ty jena shkue\u201d. Thash\u00eb: \u201cNuk e di p\u00ebr kon jeni shku ju, po un\u00eb t\u2019kallxoj ku jom n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb edhe un\u00eb s\u2019kom dijeni q\u00eb kom bo naj gjo. Po na keni marr\u00eb, jena n\u2019dor\u00eb t\u2019juj, i keni mundsit\u00eb, tash mundeni me bo \u00e7kado me neve\u201d. \u201cA e din \u2013 tha \u2013 sa jon\u00eb 99%?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cE di\u201d. Tha: \u201cPo ta jap bes\u00ebn, 99% s\u2019ki me dal\u00eb i gjall\u00eb, e 1% ki me dal\u00eb\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na i dhan\u00eb do dokumenta, dikujna n\u2019Vaganic\u00eb, dikujna dikun ngjeti, dikujna atje, dikujna atje, na i dhan\u00eb dokumentat q\u00eb jena kan\u00eb n\u2019U\u00c7K. \u201cEdhe mos i hupni k\u00ebta dokumenta!\u201d Kena nejt\u00eb aty dy jav\u00eb dit\u00eb. Jena kon\u00eb dikun 150 vet\u00eb, uj\u00eb na jepshin me pi. Po s\u2019u pijke uji pa hang\u00ebr. Na e jepshin ni cop\u00eb buk\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00eb, e mo\u00e7me ajo buk\u00eb kushedi sa, edhe do si sup\u00eb, as vet\u00eb nuk e di mir\u00eb \u00e7ka ish.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aty na majt\u00ebn dy jav\u00eb. Me 16 maj na kan\u00eb \u00e7u aty. Me 29 a 30 maj na kan\u00eb qit\u00eb pi aty. Kur na l\u00ebshuen at\u00eb dit\u00eb, ish diku 8 t\u2019sabahit. Erdh ni milic, e kish pas\u00eb ni krah me letra n\u2019dor\u00eb, edhe tha: \u201cKon ta th\u00ebrras, me i marr\u00eb rrobet e veta edhe me dal\u00eb n\u2019korridor, edhe m\u2019u pshtet\u00eb p\u00ebr muri me duert mas qafe\u201d. Dol\u00ebm aty, s\u2019na nxuni, na qit\u00ebn p\u00ebrjasht\u00eb. Aty n\u2019oborr kena nejt\u00eb deri kur jon\u00eb dal\u00eb t\u00eb ton\u00eb. Kur jena dal\u00eb, duert lidhun mas qafe, na thirrshin: \u201cHajde ti, hajde ti, hajde ti!\u201d po s\u2019guxojshim me kqyr\u00eb. Kur e kom \u00e7u pak kryet, autobusat e Kosovatransit ishin kon\u00eb te dera. Dy autobusa i kom pa, tjer\u00eb a ka pas\u00eb a s\u2019jo, s\u2019di. Aty i kena dor\u00ebzue krejt dokumentat qi i kena pas\u00eb. Milic a ushtar, nuk e di as vet\u00eb \u00e7ka ish ai q\u00eb na i merrke. Ve\u00e7 qaty i kena dor\u00ebzu ata dokumenta q\u00eb na i kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur jom hi n\u2019der\u00eb t\u2019atobusit, o kon\u00eb ni milic, as s\u2019e kom njoft\u00eb ma par\u00eb as ma mas; rrike sa kena nejt\u00eb ato dit\u00eb n\u2019burg, edhe rrehke sa mujke. Dikush kallxoje qi nuk ka f\u00ebmij\u00eb as s\u2019ka kurrkon. Kur jom afru te dera e autobusit me hi, sa ka pas\u00eb fuqi m\u2019ka ra, edhe pse k\u00ebshtu krrust\u00eb u duhsha me shkue. M\u2019ka ra derisa o ngi. Po jom kap\u00eb p\u00ebr der\u00eb t\u2019autobusit se krejt mjekr\u00ebn edhe ftyr\u00ebn llom pata me e bo aty n\u2019shkall\u00eb t\u2019autobusit. Jena hi n\u2019autobus, sa na ka nxan\u00eb, edhe jon\u00eb hi aty dy milic\u00eb, ishin kon\u00eb krejt t\u2019rij. Edhe shoferi ish kon\u00eb i ri. Neve qi ishim n\u2019autobus, edhe ni tjet\u00ebr autobus, na kan\u00eb pru n\u2019stacion t\u2019autobusave. Kur na prun\u00eb aty, koxha na erdh ni qef. Tham\u00eb me veti: \u201cPo na lshojn\u00eb\u201d. Kur erdh\u00ebm aty, hini ku osht pumpa e benzinit me mush\u00eb benzin. Sa hini, e dit\u00ebm q\u00eb s\u2019o rendi i shpis\u00eb hi\u00e7. Po nuk dijshim \u00e7ka po na pret.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb, sa u mush autobusi benzin, milic\u00ebt than\u00eb: \u201cMe jau \u00e7el\u00eb der\u00ebn nuk guxojm\u00eb, po \u00e7ilne dritaren e autobusit, qi e shihni dikon prej familjes, a t\u2019kojshive, veteni p\u00ebr familjen e juj\u201d. Dikush e ka pa dikon, e ka vet\u00eb. Un\u00eb e kom pa njonin, ai me shpi o kon\u00eb te shkolla e vjet\u00ebr. Ai s\u2019na njihke, e nuk mujta me fol\u00eb me to, m\u2019e vet\u00eb: \u201cA e kom gjall\u00eb familjen, a ku e kom?\u201d. Edhe e pata koxha larg. At\u00ebher\u00eb u nis autobusi. Jon\u00eb nis\u00eb autobusat rend, e jena shku p\u00ebr Prishtin\u00eb. Ata dy milic\u00eb, t\u2019rij ishin kon\u00eb, dikush tha jon\u00eb t\u2019Suhodollit edhe shoferi edhe milici, kujt ka desht\u00eb, jau kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb ka ni cigare. Un\u00eb nuk kom dhez\u00eb cigare, se e pisha duhanin at\u00ebher\u00eb, po nuk e kisha dhez\u00eb kish nja dy jav\u00eb, e nuk ia mora cigaren. Thash\u00eb: \u201cNuk e pi\u201d. Edhe ni \u00e7ik\u00eb aty kur jena nis\u00eb, kush o kon\u00eb, tek o kon\u00eb, nuk e di. Kon e ka pas\u00eb, a ka pas\u00eb vlla a bab\u00eb aty, nuk di. Ve\u00e7 i ka than\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb t\u2019vetin kush o kon\u00eb, atje p\u00ebr der\u00eb t\u2019par\u00eb: \u201cA m\u2019kallxon ku e ki nijet me i \u00e7u edhe \u00e7ka bohet me ta?\u201d Tha: \u201cN\u2019kat\u00ebr sahati t\u2019akshamit dil qetu, kom me t\u2019kallxu ku i kom lon\u00eb\u201d. Kush o kon\u00eb nuk e di, ve\u00e7 e kom ni shqip tu fol\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E jena nis\u00eb drejt p\u00ebr Prishtin\u00eb. Kur shkuem n\u2019Milloshev\u00eb, ish kon\u00eb ura llom krejt. O hi autobusi posht\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr ato rrug\u00eb asajde, e jena dal\u00eb dikun n\u2019Fush\u00eb Kosov\u00eb. Kah jena shku, ka pas\u00eb udh\u00ebs turlifare: milici, ushtri, me mjekra, pa mjekra, t\u2019armatosun. Mendojshim, a po na mysin qetu, a po na mysin qetu… Ve\u00e7 ndigjojshim \u00e7ka po bohet me neve. Edhe i ka grah\u00eb, e na ka \u00e7ue drejt n\u2019Zhur. Kur jena shkue aty af\u00ebr, u nal\u00eb autobusi aty. Kah shkuem, k\u00ebta milicia e S\u00ebrbis\u00eb na than\u00eb: \u201cNa p\u2019e dijm\u00eb prej ku jeni ardh\u00eb ju. Jeni ardh\u00eb prej burgu. Qi i pihet uji dikujt, pini, edhe \u2013 tha \u2013 jeni t\u2019lir\u00eb\u201d. Na kan\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cKufini juj edhe 4 a 5 km osht prej ktuhit. A u l\u00ebshojn\u00eb me dal\u00eb n\u2019at\u00eb an\u00eb ata tuejt a jo, puna e juj osht. Na e kena deri qetu, ma anej s\u2019guxojm\u00eb me ju \u00e7ue. Ve\u00e7, po ju kallxojna di\u00e7ka ta keni me dije: rruga, n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb edhe n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb, deri te kufini, krejt osht e minume. A keni nevoj\u00eb di\u00e7ka, mos gaboni me dal\u00eb prej rreshti a prej kolone, as kurrgjo hi\u00e7, se bini n\u2019mina, e jetni qaty\u201d. Edhe tha: \u201cJan\u00eb ushtri e milici plot n\u00ebp\u00ebr shpi, n\u00ebp\u00ebr male, ju s\u2019i shihni hi\u00e7. Si t\u2019daheni prej kolone ata ju vrasin\u201d. E nuk jena da, edhe jena shku. \u201cShkoni me duer lidhun\u201d, na than\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur jena dal\u00eb e jena nis\u00eb ren, sikur krushqit kur merrshin nuse qi shkojshin ka njo ka njo qashtu. Po dikur shkum koxha, e s\u2019mujsha me i majt\u00eb mo duert. P\u2019i thom njonit p\u00ebrpara: \u201cAllahile, s\u2019po muj me i majt\u00eb duert\u201d. K\u00ebshtu lidhun, zani shkojke njoni mas tjetrit, kalxojshin a kemi milic\u00eb p\u00ebrpara e p\u00ebrmas. Erdh zani, tha: \u201cJo, s\u2019kemi korrkon. S\u2019ka milic\u00eb mo\u201d. Kah shkojm\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, ni njeri ish nervozu me do gra e f\u00ebmij\u00eb, tha: \u201cKan\u00eb me ju kthye, se mu m\u2019kthyen n\u2019kufi\u201d. Mo tani s\u2019na ka nguc\u00eb kush. Pshtuem. Dol\u00ebm n\u2019Shqipni. Nuk kish pas\u00eb shum\u00eb milic\u00eb. Po nuk kom mujt\u00eb me kqyr\u00eb qaq, ve\u00e7 s\u2019kish pas\u00eb shum\u00eb milic\u00eb aty.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb, jena hi n\u2019kufi t\u2019Shqipnis\u00eb anej. Si jena hi, jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb kombi me ndihma, na kan\u00eb ndihmue. Faleminderit edhe prej atyne, vlllaznive t\u2019Shqipnis\u00eb. Na kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb ndihm\u00eb sa kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb. Jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb na kan\u00eb marr\u00eb me kerre e me kombi e kan\u00eb kan\u00eb \u00e7ue n\u2019Kuk\u00ebs. Kish pas\u00eb aty refugjat\u00eb plot. Aty, jom ungj\u00eb e kom pushue edhe vishin tani do t\u2019njofsh\u00ebm me vet\u00eb a o ardh\u00eb kush prej Mitrovice. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aty tani erdh ni djal\u00eb, qitu af\u00ebr o kon\u00eb me qira, e m\u2019ka gjet\u00eb. Edhe m\u2019ka kallxu: \u201cNezir, n\u2019filon vend i ki motrat me nipa, plot i ki aty\u201d. Edhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cE kena ni televizionin, e lajmet, q\u00eb t\u2019i kan\u00eb vra djelt\u00eb, edhe nipin edhe dhandrin. A osht e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cPo valla, ton\u00eb jon\u00eb gjind\u00eb, po Fadili s\u2019u gjind kurrkun\u201d. O ardh\u00eb masanej edhe ni dhand\u00ebr, ai hala asht gjall\u00eb, e m\u2019ka gjet\u00eb aty, edhe m\u2019i ka pru dy paqeta cigare. Kom nejt\u00eb me ta, e ai djali k\u00ebtu q\u00eb o kon\u00eb kojshi me qira, tha: \u201cDu me t\u2019\u00e7u ku i ki motrat e nipat\u201d. Po un\u00eb nuk mujsha me shku n\u2019kam\u00eb se koxha larg ish, e me pagu naj kerr s\u2019kisha, se n\u2019burg m\u2019i kishin marr\u00eb 100 marka q\u00eb i kom pas\u00eb. Tha: \u201cHi\u00e7 s\u2019ki me pagu. Un\u00eb ta paguj vet\u00eb udh\u00ebn\u201d. M\u2019ka marr\u00eb e m\u2019ka \u00e7u aty. Koxha larg ish kon\u00eb. Rrug\u00ebs kish pas\u00eb popull plot. At\u00ebher\u00eb i kom gjet\u00eb dy motra aty. Edhe ajo q\u00eb ia kishin vra burrin, edhe ajo q\u00eb ia kishin vra djalin. Tu kajt\u00eb, tu u m\u00ebrzit\u00eb. Po m\u2019vesin p\u00ebr qeta q\u00eb i kan\u00eb vra. P\u00ebr djel t\u2019mi, e motra p\u00ebr djal\u00eb t\u2019vet, e motra tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr burr\u00eb t\u2019vet. Po thom: \u201cHi\u00e7 mos keni gajle, se djelt e mi edhe nipi edhe dhandri jon\u00eb shkue me U\u00c7K. Tash ata s\u2019i lan\u00eb vet\u00ebm, rrin\u00eb me ta, mos u boni marak\u201d. Amo k\u00ebta jon\u00eb kon\u00eb t\u2019dekun. Po, nuk u bojke me kallxue. Motra me ata dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb, kurr\u00eb syt\u00eb pa ju ter\u00eb hi\u00e7. E m\u2019p\u00ebrbejke n\u2019din e iman, thojke: \u201cTi din, po s\u2019po kallxon\u201d. \u201cPo jo mot\u00ebr, hi\u00e7 mos u bo merak, se ata gjall\u00eb jon\u00eb, po jon\u00eb me U\u00c7K-n\u00eb, me ushtrin\u00eb ton\u00eb jon\u00eb shkue\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aty masanej kena nejt\u00eb nji muej, deri n\u2019fund t\u2019qershorit. Po kur shkova atje e i gjeta t\u2019mit\u00eb, po m\u2019thon\u00eb: \u201cPo narthin f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, e me shku n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, e kena gjet\u00eb ni shpi me qira\u201d. M\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cA po vjen edhe ti?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb n\u2019mujsha me gjet\u00eb nji lidhje q\u00eb munet dikush me m\u00eb marr\u00eb, e noshta hi edhe shkoj diqysh te shpia, se nuk e di \u00e7ka o bo me tjer\u00ebt\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb Shqipni e kisha gruen, ish edhe \u00e7ika e martueme, edhe ni \u00e7ik\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl e kisha aty. I kisha edhe tre djem, se njonin e kom pas\u00eb jasht\u00eb. Po nuk ish kon\u00eb puna qysh e menova un\u00eb. Se m\u2019tha dikush: \u201cMos gabo, s\u2019munesh me shkue i gjall\u00eb te shpia, se s\u2019e din terrenin\u201d. Hala NATO-ja nuk kish hi. At\u00ebher\u00eb, po m\u2019thon\u00eb: \u201cTi s\u2019osht reni me shku n\u00eb shpi, po hajde me ne\u201d. E jena shkue p\u00ebrtej Tirane. Ngat xhades e kena marr\u00eb ni shpi. E kena pague t\u00eb ton\u00eb kapak at\u00eb shpi me marka. Po, edhe ata gjithmon\u00eb kofshin, se vllaz\u00ebn i kemi. Na kan\u00eb kqyr\u00eb, e rrishin me ne sa kena nejt\u00eb atje, na kan\u00eb ba ihtibar. Nuk di me t\u2019kallxue sa. Bile o kon\u00eb ni taksist i mo\u00e7\u00ebm e m\u00eb merrke p\u00ebrdit\u00eb. \u201cHajde \u2013 m\u00eb thojke \u2013 t\u2019hjekum m\u00ebrzi\u201d, e sh\u00ebtitshim masanej.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb, pa u bo ni muej, hini NATO-ja k\u00ebtu. E kena pas\u00eb ni dhand\u00ebr, e ka pas\u00eb ni si kombi, edhe ni kerr o kon\u00eb i do nipave. Un\u00eb pata meniher\u00eb m\u2019u kthy, po nuk kisha me \u00e7ka me ardh\u00eb pi shpije. E erdh\u00ebm me ata bashk\u00eb, po kom pas\u00eb shum\u00eb motra atje, kom pas\u00eb hjek\u00eb t\u2019madhe se qysh m\u2019i pajtue, nuk u bojke me iu kallxue. E jena ardh\u00eb me kombi di\u00e7ka para akshami. Kur jena ardh\u00eb p\u00ebrtej ni vendi qatje q\u00eb thirret Lushnje, p\u00ebrtej stacionit t\u2019autobusave, ma t\u2019madhen mot\u00ebr e kom qatje, e kena zhdryp\u00eb motr\u00ebn aty. Ni grue e ni kojshie, koxha e mo\u00e7me, po noshta ka kujtu q\u00eb e ka dit\u00eb motra p\u00ebr djalin, e si o dal\u00eb motra pi kombit, o hi n\u2019oborr, ia ka dhan\u00eb dor\u00ebn edhe e ka vet\u00eb \u201cA u m\u00ebrzite?\u201d e ia ka shnosh\u00eb kryet p\u00ebr djalin. E t\u00eb nisi me brit\u00eb, e me piskat\u00eb: \u201cPse vlla s\u2019ke kallxue?\u201d. Tani tjetra mot\u00ebr e muer vesh p\u00ebr burrin e vet. T\u2019zahmetshme jon\u00eb kon\u00eb ato dit\u00eb, t\u2019shtira jon\u00eb kon\u00eb, t\u2019ronda jon\u00eb kon\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Harrova me kallxue qi kur jena shkue atje n\u00eb Shqipni, telefonat i kishin pas\u00eb bo gati, d.m.th. u mor\u00ebm vesh q\u00eb him\u00eb n\u2019Shqipni na, se u lajm\u00ebrojshim aty. Ish njeri aty, q\u00eb folke, e kallxojke, Neziri, filani, tjetri, mrrini n\u2019filan veni n\u2019Shqipni. Qi m\u2019u marr\u00eb vesh familjet, m\u2019u marr\u00eb vesh kush ka njer\u00ebz jasht\u00eb. E muer\u00ebn vesh, \u00e7ka kisha p\u00ebrjasht\u00eb vllazni edhe djali, q\u00eb i gjall\u00eb jom hi n\u2019Shqipni. P\u00ebr famijen knej, ni koh\u00eb nuk kena dit\u00eb, se i kan\u00eb nal\u00eb telefonat. Nuk kom dit\u00eb ni koh\u00eb nan\u00eb e grue, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi, a i kom gjall\u00eb apo jo. Nuk kam dit\u00eb. Dikur e mora lidhjen me vllazni, edhe po m\u2019kallxojn\u00eb: \u201cGjall\u00eb jon\u00eb, po me vujtje e me t\u2019hjekne, e jon\u00eb n\u2019shpi e s\u2019jon\u00eb n\u2019shpi\u201d. Kur erdha k\u00ebtu, e gjeta nan\u00ebn, gruen, ni mot\u00ebr e kom pas\u00eb k\u00ebtu ma t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, edhe qeta \u00e7ka i lash\u00eb, gjall\u00eb i gjeta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur jena kthye pi Shqipnie, jena shkue n\u2019Vaganic\u00eb te vorret ku ish edhe Fatmiri i vorrosun. Un\u00eb ia di shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019mir\u00eb q\u00eb e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb atyne t\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb, vllaznive ton\u00eb, pa marr\u00eb parasysh a o kon\u00eb djali jem i veshun ushtar a jo, se k\u00ebta kan\u00eb mujt\u00eb me i marr\u00eb shkijet (serb\u00ebt), edhe mos me u dit\u00eb mo ku i kishin \u00e7u ata. Ia di p\u00ebr nder kush i ka marr\u00eb. Pra, jena shku, i kena pa ku jan\u00eb t\u2019vorrosun. Shkuem me at\u00eb dhondrin, q\u00eb i kan\u00eb vra djalin, e me motra, me familje. Aty ishin kon\u00eb t\u00eb vorrosun rend grupi qi i kan\u00eb marr\u00eb. Aty u bo vaj i madh. Nuk dishe cilin m\u2019e pajtu ma p\u00ebrpara. Shtir\u00eb o kon\u00eb. Un\u00eb kom qindru qysh kom qindrue. P\u00ebrmi vorre kishin lon\u00eb tesha. Fatmirit ia kena gjet\u00eb jakn\u00ebn mi vorr. Qat\u00eb jakne e ka pas\u00eb vesh\u00eb kur ka dal\u00eb pi shpie edhe trenerkat. P\u00ebrmi vorr, ata q\u00eb e kishin vorros\u00eb, ia kishin pas\u00eb lan\u00eb jaknen edhe pumet e reja. Pumet s\u2019ia kena gjet\u00eb, po jaknen po. E kena njoft\u00eb pi teshave, e kon e kishin njoft\u00eb ata t\u2019U\u00c7K-s\u00eb, ia kishin pas\u00eb lon\u00eb emnin shkrujt\u00eb mi vorr. Edhe e dit\u00ebm mir\u00eb q\u00eb ton\u00ebt jon\u00eb qaty.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mas gjasht\u00eb mujsh, jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb ni komision me do mjek\u00eb, prej Tribunalit t\u2019Hag\u00ebs. I kan\u00eb xhvorros\u00eb ata aty. Na kan\u00eb thirr\u00eb familjet e prind\u00ebt, krejt kush i ka njer\u00ebzit e vet aty. Jena shkue nja 4-5 dit\u00eb deri e kan\u00eb kry krejt at\u00eb rend. E secilin q\u00eb e nxjerrshin, ia thirrshin familjen p\u00ebr me e pa qat\u00eb trup. I shtishin n\u2019ato keset e najllonit, i mshelshin me patent. Kur i ka ardh\u00eb reni djalit tem Fatmirit, e kan\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb. Mue s\u2019m\u00eb kan\u00eb lon\u00eb niher\u00eb derisa e kan\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb, po ka nejt\u00eb ni dhond\u00ebr i jemi aty. Edhe m\u2019ka thirr\u00eb: \u201cHajde se e nxor\u00ebn djalin tond\u201d. Kur jom afrue, ish kon me patent i pshtjellun, mrena n\u2019llastik. Se i \u00e7ojshin p\u00ebr m\u2019i kqyr\u00eb mjek\u00ebt. Po, kom marr\u00eb e ia kom \u00e7el\u00eb patentin, e nji i huej m\u2019tha: \u201cMo, mo, se s\u2019bon me i \u00e7el\u00eb!\u201d n\u2019at\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn e vet. Po un\u00eb e \u00e7ela djalin, e kqyra.  Edhe si e pash\u00eb, n\u2019tesha e krejt, trupin e kish pas\u00eb t\u2019kapun krejt. Edhe trenerkat, t\u2019u mushke menja q\u00eb kan\u00eb nejt\u00eb p\u00ebrjasht\u00eb, t\u2019reja pa u prish\u00eb hi\u00e7. \u00c7orap\u00ebt mathun. Ve\u00e7 qai mish q\u00eb i kish ra. E mor\u00ebn, e \u00e7uen, e i bon\u00eb ato sene, edhe e kthyen prap. I kena marr\u00eb ato d\u00ebrrasat masanej n\u2019Zhabar, gjithkush p\u00ebr t\u2019vetin.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatmiri n\u2019gisht e ka pas\u00eb majt\u00eb ni unaz\u00eb t\u2019mir\u00eb. E qat\u00eb gisht ia kishin pas\u00eb hjek\u00eb. Po thom, zaher\u00eb kriminel\u00ebt. Trupin e djalit tem kur e xhvorros\u00ebn, vet\u00eb e kom kqyr\u00eb, trenerkat veshun, \u00e7orap\u00ebt mathun, amo ftyra edhe kryt, mishi i kish ra. Ish shum\u00eb rond\u00eb p\u00ebr prind ajo. Rond\u00eb p\u00ebr familjen. P\u00ebr bab\u00eb e nan\u00eb o shum\u00eb shtir\u00eb. Se i riu rritet, martohet, krijon familje, e ka di\u00e7ka. P\u00ebr ta pak ma leht\u00eb, e p\u00ebr bab\u00eb e nan\u00eb osht ma s\u00eb shtiri. I lutna Zotit: \u201cMore Allah, ajo luft\u00eb \u00e7ka o kon\u00eb, ishalla kurr\u00eb mo s\u2019bohet. Ishalla kurr\u00eb \u00e7ka kena p\u00ebrjetue mo s\u2019bohet\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prap i vorros\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u2019njejtin vend, ve\u00e7 i kan\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb, edhe jau kena qit\u00eb d\u00ebrrasat, qysh e kemi adetin, edhe ata mjek\u00eb, ai komision, kan\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cSa t\u2019jena na k\u00ebtu, nuk bon me i marr\u00eb\u201d. Na kallxuen neve se i kryen aty. Koxha do dit\u00eb vonuen aty. E tani than\u00eb: \u201cKena me shku n\u2019Suhodoll, edhe me me e kry p\u00ebr at\u00eb vit, se po prishet havaja e s\u2019mujna me kqyr\u00eb mo\u201d.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Masanej jena shkue sa her\u00eb kena mujt\u00eb me bo gajret. Po, u m\u00ebrzitshim, edhe un\u00eb edhe gruja. As nuk di me p\u00ebrshkrue sa vshtir\u00eb, pi vaji e… s\u2019po kom as fuqi me kallxue sa kom m\u00ebrzi. E tash shkojna edhe n\u00ebrmjet viti, kqyrim a ka naj bari, a naj di\u00e7ka. Na nuk kena bo najfar\u00eb hijeshie t\u2019madhe. Se po thon\u00eb qi nuk duhet me bo hjeshi qaq t\u2019madhe n\u2019vorr. Jau kena hidis\u00eb deri dikun, m\u2019u dit\u00eb, mos m\u2019u hup\u00eb qai vorr qaty, m\u2019u dit\u00eb qai person, qai em\u00ebn, p\u00ebr \u00e7ka e kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb jet\u00ebn. Po, kur vjen p\u00ebrvjetori i tyne, shkojm\u00eb krejt familjet aty kush i ka t\u2019vet\u00ebt. Po, na l\u00ebkundin dhimt\u00eb, sikur at\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb ka ndodh\u00eb ajo q\u00eb ka ndodh\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E p\u00ebr Fadilin mo s\u2019kemi nie kurrgjo, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 ky kojshia \u00e7ka pati kallxue. Po kojshia nuk o mo. Ni koh\u00eb na e ka marr\u00eb menja, se dikush thojke q\u00eb jon\u00eb n\u2019burg, dikush jon\u00eb anej, dikush jo jon\u00eb tjet\u00ebrkah… po simas gjasave, masi o kon\u00eb i plaguet, edhe nuk u gjind\u00eb atje ku U\u00c7K-ja e ka pas\u00eb ambullant\u00ebn n\u2019Vaganic\u00eb, hi\u00e7 fort s\u2019ma merrke mendja q\u00eb osht… po Allahi e din, kumedit\u00eb. S\u00ebrbia q\u00eb e ka bo k\u00ebt\u00eb masak\u00ebr e din shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kriminel\u00ebt e Serbis\u00eb, Millosheviqi q\u00eb u ka dhan\u00eb urdh\u00ebn me i bo k\u00ebto, ata shum\u00eb mir\u00eb e dijn\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 nuk dojn\u00eb me kallxue. Serbia p\u00ebr k\u00ebta t\u2019pagjetun q\u00eb jon\u00eb met\u00eb, e din mir\u00eb ku i ka lan\u00eb. Serbia duhet me kallxue, a i ka kall\u00eb, a i ka qit\u00eb n\u2019uj\u00eb, a jon\u00eb n\u00eb naj vorr masiv dikun me naj grop\u00eb. Serbia shum\u00eb mir\u00eb e din ku jon\u00eb. Po, nuk po don me kallxue.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fadilin e Fatmirin i maj n\u2019mend, jo q\u00eb i kom evlad\u00ebt e mi, m\u2019i lavdue, po jon\u00eb kon\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u2019mir\u00eb, t\u2019urt\u00eb, t\u2019gjindsh\u00ebm, kan\u00eb pas\u00eb shok\u00eb, shoqni, i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb t\u00eb tonat. Te dyert e oborrit, Fadili m\u2019ka pas\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cQi bon vaki di\u00e7ka, un\u00eb me qat\u00eb merak shkoj, q\u00eb s\u2019kom mujt\u00eb m\u2019u vesh\u00eb ushtar\u201d. I kom than\u00eb: \u201cIshalla s\u2019ju gjan juve e keqja, as korrkon, asni djal\u00eb t\u00eb ni nane shqiptare, ishalla korrkon s\u2019e gjan ni e keqe\u201d. E Fatmiri m\u2019ka than\u00eb: \u201cKqyre, boni vaki di\u00e7ka, mos m\u00eb kaj, se un\u00eb po shkoj e po luj me top\u201d. Dy milic\u00ebve jau ka p\u00ebrmend\u00eb emnin. Ka than\u00eb: \u201cRatku edhe Saviqi\u201d. Un\u00eb s\u2019i kom njoft\u00eb ata kush jon\u00eb kon\u00eb. Po djali m\u2019ka than\u00eb: \u201cKah po shkoj me lujt\u00eb Tavnikut edhe kah po kthehna, zaher\u00eb m\u2019kan\u00eb pa kah luej mir\u00eb me top, e po jau vraj syt\u00eb, e ma kan\u00eb marr\u00eb inati, s\u2019di pse po m\u2019kqyrin. Se send bo s\u2019kom\u201d. Po m\u2019ka than\u00eb: \u201cBoni vaki di\u00e7ka, amanet po ta lo mos m\u00eb kaj, se nuk m\u2019dhimet jeta, as nuk m\u2019dhimet shpirti me dek\u00eb p\u00ebr Kosov\u00eb. Lufta o luft\u00eb. Luft\u00eb pa gjak nuk ka. Ishalla \u2013 tha \u2013 more Zot, qai q\u00eb jet, k\u00ebnaqet, e rrnon qysh o ma s\u00eb miri kjo Kosov\u00eb. Se k\u00ebshtu na tu ik\u00eb nuk mujm\u00eb me rrnu babush. Ik me shku me lujt\u00eb me top, tutu me shku n\u2019shkoll\u00eb, tutu me dal\u00eb me pi kafe, k\u00ebshtu nuk rrnohet\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pra, ma ka lan\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb amanet. P\u00ebr mue osht shum\u00eb i rand\u00eb, o pun\u00eb e madhe q\u00eb ma ka lan\u00eb, m\u2019ka than\u00eb \u201cmos m\u2019kaj\u201d. T\u00eb dyt\u00eb m\u2019i kan\u00eb lan\u00eb fjal\u00ebt: \u201cMe bo vaki di\u00e7ka, mos na kaj!\u201d. Po un\u00eb kur menoj, jom krenar, e shtr\u00ebngoj veten, e nali veten, e familjes i thom: \u201cDuhet m\u2019u bo t\u2019fort\u00eb edhe mos m\u2019u m\u00ebrzit\u00eb, se k\u00ebta jon\u00eb shku p\u00ebr Kosov\u00eb, kan\u00eb dhan\u00eb jet\u00ebn, gjakun, p\u00ebr Kosov\u00eb\u201d. K\u00ebta \u00e7ka jon\u00eb shkue krejt, edhe k\u00ebta ushtar\u00eb, edhe k\u00ebta q\u00eb s\u2019jon\u00eb kon\u00eb t\u2019veshun ushtar\u00eb hi\u00e7, gjaku osht i njojt\u00eb. T\u2019dhimsh\u00ebm jon\u00eb t\u00eb ton\u00eb. Jet\u00ebn e kan\u00eb dhon\u00eb, shpirtin e kan\u00eb dhon\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb liri qi na sot p\u2019e gzojm\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Si u pata kthye pi Shqipnie, e kom nxjerr\u00eb shkamin, kom majt\u00eb t\u2019pame at\u00ebher\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb o kon\u00eb e caktueme 15 dit\u00eb. Mas 15 dite e kom hjek\u00eb karrik\u00ebn. Po kush ka desht\u00eb, ka pas\u00eb mund\u00ebsi, a i ka dhimt\u00eb zemra, ka ardh\u00eb e ma ka shnosh\u00eb kryet, m\u2019ka pa.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E shteti, qeveria, ve\u00e7 me m\u2019pas\u00eb ardh\u00eb deri n\u2019oborr e me m\u2019than\u00eb: \u201cO Nezir, o burr\u00eb, a po m\u00ebrzitesh p\u00ebr ata dy djem q\u00eb t\u2019kan\u00eb shku p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn? A po ki idare, a po muj mahesh?\u201d. P\u00ebr mue ve\u00e7 qekaq, qekjo fjal\u00eb, boll ish kon\u00eb. Vjet, qekjo shoqat\u00eb, Bajram Qerkini, faleminer\u00ebs pi tina, na kan\u00eb \u00e7ue 3 vet\u00ebve n\u00eb baj\u00eb t\u2019Kllokotit. Edhe sivjet, sot ni muej jom shku n\u2019baj\u00eb t\u2019Kllokotit me tre shok\u00eb, edhe ata qeshtu i kan\u00eb do t\u2019vram\u00eb si un\u00eb, kena nejt\u00eb ka dhet\u00eb dit\u00eb. Se tjet\u00ebr kurrgjo.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un\u00eb qesaj Qeveris\u00eb ton\u00eb, qetij shtetit ton\u00eb, u kisha bo apel, p\u00ebr qeta q\u00eb i kem t\u2019pagjetun, me i dhan\u00eb zor, me k\u00ebta nd\u00ebrkomb\u00ebtar\u00ebt q\u00eb jon\u00eb k\u00ebtu, e q\u00eb po thojn\u00eb se jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb p\u00ebr drejt\u00ebsi, me na nimue, Serbis\u00eb me i bo trysni, kriminel\u00ebve t\u00eb Serbis\u00eb, edhe ata q\u00eb i kan\u00eb bo k\u00ebto krime me dal\u00eb para drejt\u00ebsie.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Edhe njo po e thom. Krejt djemt\u00eb e t\u2019rij \u00e7a jon\u00eb n\u2019Kosov\u00eb, le t\u2019bohen t\u2019dashtun n\u00ebrmjet veti. Le t\u2019bohen t\u2019dashtun n\u00ebrmjet veti edhe le t\u2019e dojn\u00eb njoni-tjetrin sa t\u2019kan\u00eb fuqi e mund\u00ebsi. Le t\u2019e respektojn\u00eb e mos t\u2019ndodh\u00eb asni e keqe n\u00ebrmjet tyne. Zemra jeme k\u00ebshtu thot\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mestitull: \u201cDy djem m\u2019u zhduk\u00ebn, njonit ia gjet\u00ebm trupin\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hamide Avdyli: Rr\u00ebfimi n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e par\u00eb <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te baba kom kalu mir\u00eb. Jemi kon\u00eb dhet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Pes\u00eb motra, pes\u00eb vllazni. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb pak kom shku, s\u2019kam pas\u00eb mund\u00ebsi. Kat\u00ebr vjet osht dasht\u00eb me i kry, po pak kom shku. Nan\u00ebn e kom pas\u00eb pa qef, me migren\u00eb. Vllaun e kom pas\u00eb dy vjet p\u00ebrpara, un\u00eb mas tij, krejt ata f\u00ebmij\u00eb, ato pun\u00eb, i kom kry vet\u00eb. Nana ma shum\u00eb thuja ka nejt\u00eb rat\u00eb, se ve\u00e7 me nan\u00eb e bab\u00eb jena kan\u00eb. Un\u00eb si nan\u00eb e dyt\u00eb e vllaznive e motrave. Ve\u00e7 Allahi q\u00eb m\u2019ka nimu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baba m\u2019ka dek\u00eb qe dy vjet. Nan\u00ebn e kom 90-vje\u00e7are. Baba ka pas\u00eb punu pak bujq\u00ebsi, tok\u00ebn. N\u00eb pun\u00eb s\u2019o kan\u00eb, e na dhet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Jom kujdes\u00eb qishtu, ma shum\u00eb kom bo pun\u00eb te baba se te burri. Po at\u00ebher\u00eb na shkoll\u00eb s\u2019bojshim, po qito pun\u00eb t\u2019shpis\u00eb, e pun\u00eb fushe.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me motra e vllazni shkojm\u00eb shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Shum\u00eb jena t\u2019lidht\u00eb mes veti. Tash i kom kat\u00ebr vllazni. Ai i madhi para meje m\u2019ka dek\u00eb. Tash jena pes\u00eb motra, kat\u00ebr vllazni. Po, n\u00eb fshat temin kom 22 vjet q\u00eb s\u2019jom kon\u00eb, se djalin e kom me sindrom (sindroma Down). E kan\u00eb marr\u00eb qaty me e mashtru, se ky pa mu s\u2019don hi\u00e7. Ni vit bohet, e kom familjen n\u2019Prishtin\u00eb, e nuk shkoj me i pa. Se djali s\u2019m\u00eb len. E kom evlad, duhet me e pastru, vet\u00eb krejt me i ba, me i nimu, krejt vet\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me burrin, Nezirin, jemi pas\u00eb lidh\u00eb me m\u00ebsitni at\u00ebher\u00eb, jo si tash q\u00eb p\u2019i shohin e p\u2019i marrin vet\u00eb, vet\u00eb po dahen e krejt. Niher\u00eb u fejuem. E motra e Nezirit osht e martume p\u00ebr ni vlla temin. Un\u00eb p\u00ebr vlla t\u2019saj, p\u00ebr Nezirin. Me m\u00ebsit t\u00eb dyjat. Shtat\u00eb vjet kom nejt\u00eb e fejume. Kurr\u00eb s\u2019jena taku. S\u2019kena dal\u00eb. S\u2019kom guxu pi bab\u00ebs. Baba o kon\u00eb shum\u00eb i vshtir\u00eb, s\u2019kom guxu as me e pa, as hi\u00e7. As ajo kunata jeme, as un\u00eb. Qashtu k\u00ebtyneher\u00eb. Masanej na t\u00eb dyjat kena bo dars\u00ebm. Edhe q\u00eb kena marr\u00eb nuse p\u00ebr vlla, dars\u00ebm t\u2019mir\u00eb, edhe p\u00ebr veti. Me burrin mir\u00eb kom kalu. Shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb osht.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u2019dars\u00ebm kena pas\u00eb boll njer\u00ebz, po s\u2019o kon\u00eb si tash, q\u00eb ka shyhret. Ma pak ka pas\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb. Tash po ka ma shum\u00eb shyhret. Se p\u2019e ki familjen tande. Pe ki ni vullnet ma t\u2019madh.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur jom martu i kom pas\u00eb 18 vjet. Kur jom bo 19 vje\u00e7e, m\u00eb ka lind\u00eb vajza e madhe Hafizja, tani pes\u00eb djem mas saj, tani apet ni \u00e7ik\u00eb, tani apet dy djem. D.m.th. 11 vje\u00e7e jom kon\u00eb kur m\u2019kan\u00eb feju. Qashtu t\u2019fejojshin at\u00ebher\u00eb, e najher\u00eb bile n\u2019beshik. Mas Hafizes, m\u2019lindi djal\u00eb, Fadili, qeky q\u00eb osht i zhdukun. Halimi i treti, Alia i kat\u00ebrti, Fatmiri, i vrami, i pesti. Kujtimi i gjashti. Mandej e kena Ardian\u00ebn edhe Gentritin. Gentriti osht i teti f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Krejt jon\u00eb t\u2019mir\u00eb, krejt n\u2019rregull, krejt t\u2019shnosh\u00eb, krejt pa problem. S\u2019i kemi \u00e7u te mjeku kurr\u00eb, s\u2019jom shku te mjeku kurr\u00eb q\u00eb me e majt\u00eb n\u2019men. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u2019qit\u00eb shpi kena jetu gjithmon\u00eb. Edhe n\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb luft\u00ebs, un\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u2019shpi. Kan\u00eb ik\u00eb djemt\u00eb, ka ik\u00eb burri, un\u00eb me qat\u00eb vajz\u00ebn e madhe, Hafiz\u00ebn, me dhand\u00ebr, me f\u00ebmij\u00eb, qitu. Jom dal\u00eb pak, p\u00ebr mos me hi ata edhe mos me ndodh\u00eb ajo \u00e7ka u nijke. Jom dal\u00eb qaty ma nalt pak me ni sokak edhe jom kthy qitu. Kom punu, kom gatu, refugjat\u00eb kom prit\u00eb shum\u00eb. T\u2019rrethit t\u2019Mitrovic\u00ebs q\u00eb vishin. Vallahi, p\u00ebrmi nizet i kom pas\u00eb. Me qito duer ju kom gatu. Furrat jon\u00eb kon\u00eb t\u2019kallta. Krejt i kom gatu, i kom prit\u00eb, me qato m\u00ebrzi t\u2019djelve. Kom shum\u00eb durim, as keq nuk m\u2019sheh, qajo m\u2019man, tjet\u00ebr kurrgjo. E kom m\u00ebrzin\u00eb e djelve, se boll krenare q\u00eb kom pas\u00eb qasi djelsh me dhon\u00eb p\u00ebr Kosov\u00eb, p\u00ebr gjak tonin, po apet, ky djali i vog\u00ebl, Gentriti, ma mun ato. Ky ma mun. Me kto e kom problemin.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burrin tem e kishin \u00e7u n\u2019baj\u00eb ata t\u00eb shoqat\u00ebs. Un\u00eb s\u2019kom mujt\u00eb me shku. Burri qe dy vjet shkon, un\u00eb s\u2019di \u00e7ka osht baja. M\u00ebrzi kom boll, kom durim, noshta po m\u2019vjen m\u2019u lavdu, kom marifet, e moral, se vshtir\u00eb osht p\u00ebr mu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur jon\u00eb hi militar\u00ebt, se jon\u00eb kon\u00eb qitu n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb t\u2019vendosun posht\u00eb xhamis\u00eb, edhe jon\u00eb zhdirg\u00eb e jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb dy shkije magjup\u00eb (serb\u00eb rom\u00eb) me maska. T\u00eb tmerrojshin. E jon\u00eb hi, edhe po i thojn\u00eb nuses: \u201cHajde me ne!\u201d. E vesin: \u201cA t\u2019u ka vra burri n\u2019U\u00c7K?\u201d. Se pak a shum\u00eb u njifshim e e dijshim qi k\u00ebta dy jon\u00eb marr\u00eb. Edhe jon\u00eb hi k\u00ebtu, e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb nusen p\u00ebr krahi. E kena pas\u00eb ni kuzhin\u00eb qaty, jon\u00eb hi aty e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb p\u00ebr krahi. I kom nxjerr\u00eb 300 marka, edhe jau kom dhan\u00eb. Ju kom than\u00eb: \u201cEcni! Keni vra boll, na keni bo keq boll, merrni qito edhe ecni!\u201d. Ata: \u201cQitni pare, qitni dukat, ju keni deviza!\u201d. Thash\u00eb: \u201cAs s\u2019kom pare, as s\u2019kom dukat, m\u2019i keni vra djemt\u00eb, merri qito 300 marka edhe ec!\u201d. Edhe jon\u00eb shku. Un\u00eb e kom pshtu nusen. M\u2019u ka dasht\u00eb me i marr\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00eb e nuse. Zoti ma din noshta. Masanej, me shamija n\u2019kry jemi dal\u00eb. Budallaki, pse me qit\u00eb shamin\u00eb? Luft\u00eb!  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dy djem m\u2019u zhduk\u00ebn n\u2019luft\u00eb. Njonit ia gjet\u00ebm trupin mas nont\u00eb dit\u00ebsh. Tre djem t\u00eb mi, Fadili, Fatmiri e Kujtimi, jon\u00eb kon\u00eb tu shku p\u00ebr me u bo bashk\u00eb me kolon\u00eb, se na kan\u00eb pas\u00eb qit\u00eb. Na p\u00ebrzun\u00eb p\u00ebr Shqipni. Po un\u00eb s\u2019jom kon\u00eb me ta. Drejt me than\u00eb, as burri. I kan\u00eb kthy prej uj\u00ebsjell\u00ebsit, edhe i kan\u00eb pru k\u00ebtu me ni rrug\u00eb, q\u00eb thirret rruga p\u00ebr Zhabar, mi Nan\u00eb Terez\u00eb qaty. Djalin e madh, Fadilin, e kan\u00eb plagu n\u2019dor\u00eb. Dikush e ka pa, i ka kallxu burrit tem q\u00eb Fadilin e kena taku n\u2019rrug\u00eb, i plagosun n\u2019dor\u00eb. Fatmirin e kan\u00eb vra vet\u00eb t\u2019kat\u00ebrtin, me burr\u00eb t\u2019hall\u00ebs, me djal\u00eb t\u2019hall\u00ebs, edhe me ni shok. K\u00ebta jon\u00eb kon\u00eb n\u2019kolon\u00eb. Kur kan\u00eb shku te uj\u00ebsjellsi, i kan\u00eb… i kan\u00eb shti me ni oborr edhe i kan\u00eb vra, i kan\u00eb pshtet\u00eb p\u00ebr muri edhe i kan\u00eb vra t\u00eb kat\u00ebrtit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

E tash, sot e at\u00eb dit\u00eb presim, kom qef me e dit\u00eb fatin e Fadilit. Me e dit\u00eb ku osht. M\u00ebrzia osht e njejt\u00eb p\u00ebr mu, si m\u2019u gjet\u00eb, si mos m\u2019u gjet\u00eb, po pak me dit\u00eb bile. Tjetrit po ia dim\u00eb vorrin ku e ka. Po ia dim\u00eb, po shkojm\u00eb, p\u2019e vizitojm\u00eb. Se m\u00ebrzia p\u00ebr mu osht e njejt\u00eb sa t\u2019jom gjall\u00eb. \u00c7ka ki me bo? Po luft\u00eb o kon\u00eb. Duhet m\u2019u pajtu. Ton\u00eb jon\u00eb t\u2019nanave, ton\u00eb t\u2019motrave, ton\u00eb t\u2019babave, ton\u00eb t\u2019vllaznive. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata kur jon\u00eb dal\u00eb te dera e oborrit t\u00eb tret\u00eb, ky djali jem Kujtimi, ve\u00e7 e ka ungj\u00eb kryet. At\u00ebher\u00eb i ka pas\u00eb 16 vjet. Ve\u00e7 kqyrke. Fadili e Fatmiri m\u00eb kan\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201c\u00c7ka t\u2019bojna ty nan\u00eb? Je me k\u00ebt\u00eb djal\u00eb (Gentritin, me sindrom\u00eb Down), e ty \u00e7ka t\u2019bojna, se na shkojm\u00eb me U\u00c7K-n\u00eb, me shoqni. Na edhe desim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb dh\u00e9, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb tok\u00eb, p\u00ebr liri, s\u2019o kurrgjo! Po ty \u00e7a t\u2019bojna? Me k\u00ebt\u00eb djal\u00eb, q\u00eb ki me e bajt\u00eb n\u2019shpin\u00eb\u201d. E djali pa qef. Hera e fundit q\u00eb e pash\u00eb Fadilin, qitu n\u2019shkall\u00eb. Kur na kan\u00eb qit\u00eb pi shpijave, Fadili o ul\u00eb n\u2019shkall\u00eb me gjith\u00eb Fatmirin, edhe qito fjal\u00eb m\u2019i ka than\u00eb, ma s\u2019e kom pa.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na jena da prej tyne. Ata jan\u00eb shku te daja i vet, t\u00eb tret\u00eb. Na jena dal\u00eb t\u2019m\u00ebrkur\u00ebn. Kena bujt\u00eb qitu ma nalt, te ni mes\u00eb me burr\u00eb e f\u00ebmij\u00eb, me Hafiz\u00ebn, me dhand\u00ebr. Fatmiri, Fadili e Kujtimi kan\u00eb bujt\u00eb te vllavi jem n\u2019Zhabar. K\u00ebta i kan\u00eb qit\u00eb t\u2019premten. K\u00ebta t\u2019premten jon\u00eb vra… Fatmiri o vra. E premte o kon\u00eb ajo dit\u00eb. E Kujtimi ka pshtu. I kan\u00eb thirr\u00eb me emna, t\u00eb dyt\u00eb i kan\u00eb thirr\u00eb. Bile Fatmiri ju kish pas\u00eb ra shum\u00eb n\u00eb sy. I kan\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cHajde edhe ti!\u201d. E kan\u00eb sha Fatmirin. E kan\u00eb kap\u00eb p\u00ebr krahi. E qiky Kujtimi o kon\u00eb me nji vlla temin n\u2019kolib\u00eb, me hall\u00eb e me gjyshe, e ka than\u00eb: \u201cVallah daj\u00eb, djemt\u00eb na i vran\u00eb!\u201d Ai i ka bo: \u201cJo, jo, daj\u00ebs, se ata vet\u00eb qesin qashtu p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pes\u00eb dit\u00eb p\u00ebrpara un\u00eb jom da pi tyne. Ma s\u2019i kom pa. Nont\u00eb dit\u00eb kena nejt\u00eb n\u2019Lubovec. Jemi strehu. Masi jena kthy \u2013 hajde se o bo mir\u00eb n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb \u2013 po kthehemi. Ata ishin kon\u00eb nont\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u2019vram\u00eb, prej t\u2019premtes. Jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb do t\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb me kallxue. Burrin s\u2019e kam pas\u00eb k\u00ebtu, mu s\u2019m\u00eb kan\u00eb kallxu. Burrit tem masanej i kan\u00eb kallxu. Ai mas dy jave m\u2019ka kallxu mu.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kisha n\u00eb shpi refugjat\u00eb, e kisha edhe vllaun, me f\u00ebmij\u00eb, me gru. Un\u00eb dy jav\u00eb s\u2019kom dit\u00eb hi\u00e7 p\u00ebr asnjonin. Mas dy jav\u00eb dite, ni m\u00ebngjes u \u00e7ova me ju pregadit\u00eb ktyne buk\u00eb, gatujsha, ka nizet buk\u00eb jau gatujsha refugjat\u00ebve, krejtve. Edhe burri ish ungj\u00eb e pijke duhan, edhe po m\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cHamide a pushove hi\u00e7?\u201d. \u201cPo, boll pushova.\u201d Thot\u00eb: \u201cDje q\u00eb ke dhandri, iu ka vra djali\u201d. Nji dhandrit ju kish vra djali. Me Fatmirin. Thot\u00eb: \u201cE pse s\u2019i the ti Murselit q\u00eb i ka dek\u00eb djali, q\u00eb ia kan\u00eb vra?\u201d. Po ma sill ai mue. Thom: \u201cUn\u00eb kurrgjo s\u2019dita\u201d. I thom: \u201cE Fatmiri q\u00eb o kon\u00eb me ta e me Fadilin ni kolon\u00eb?\u201d. Meniher\u00eb une. Thot\u00eb: \u201cFadili ish kon\u00eb i plagum n\u2019dor\u00eb, e ka pa dikush, ka kallxu, ka pshtu qaty. E, Fatmiri osht i vram\u00eb\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qat\u00ebhere un\u00eb ve\u00e7 jom pshtet\u00eb n\u00eb ballkon, p\u00ebr gilinderi. Edhe jom shku n\u2019at\u00eb kuzhin\u00ebn ku isha tu gatu, tu pregadit\u00eb m\u00ebngjesin. P\u00ebr mos me m\u2019ni \u00e7ika e madhe, jom shku e jom hi n\u2019at\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. Thash\u00eb mos t\u2019m\u00eb nijn\u00eb bile, t\u2019shfryhna vet\u00eb. O ardh\u00eb \u00e7ika, jom \u00e7u, i kom la syt\u00eb mos me m\u2019pa, se luft\u00eb thojsha, e habiten, ku me dit\u00eb qysh hijn\u00eb e na bojn\u00eb. Tha \u00e7ika: \u201cOj nan\u00eb, \u00e7ka ki q\u00eb je m\u00ebrzit\u00eb k\u00ebshtu? Kjo luft\u00eb osht, ton\u00eb t\u2019\u00e7kept\u00eb\u201d. Thash\u00eb: \u201cQe tybe, po m\u2019dhem kryt koxha, me djel t\u2019\u00e7kept\u00eb\u201d.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka p\u00ebrbe, ka than\u00eb: \u201cPash\u00eb Zotin, pash\u00eb vllaznin\u00eb, \u00e7ka ki qe je tu kajt\u00eb?\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cEh moj Hafize! Fadili, po thot\u00eb baba jot, i plagum, e Fatmirin e kishin vra\u201d. Ajo… krejt flok\u00ebt e kom pa kah i nxjerr pi kreje p\u00ebr to. Se fort e ka dasht\u00eb. Jon\u00eb kon\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u2019lidhun fort mes veti. Kurr\u00eb, kush ni fjal\u00eb t\u2019keqe p\u00ebr ta, as ni sen t\u2019keq s\u2019na kan\u00eb pru n\u2019shpi. Gjith\u00eb ai f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Un\u00eb ma s\u00eb shumti jom kon\u00eb e lidht\u00eb me ta, i kom eduku, ju kom fol\u00eb, p\u00ebr krejt. Nan\u00eb mo. Shum\u00eb kom bo p\u00ebr ta, edhe sot qashtu boj. Nashta o marre m\u2019u lavdu q\u00eb ky djali me sindrom… ky edhe laget… un\u00eb e marr, sa teshat, sa\u2026 e shtroj, e laj… knej, pun\u00ebt e shpis\u00eb, edhe vet\u00eb krejt. Me m\u00ebrzi, me pun\u00eb, me angazhime, me krejt. E sa t\u2019jemi na, shum\u00eb mir\u00eb osht. Po, kur t\u2019shkojm\u00eb na, ku do t\u2019jet\u00eb ky? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatmiri ka pas\u00eb me i bo 19 vjet, n\u2019tetin muj i bojke. N\u00eb t\u2019kat\u00ebrtin prill \u201899 o vra. E Fadili i ka pas\u00eb 24 vjet. Ai boll ka pas\u00eb qef me dal\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 q\u00eb s\u2019ka pas\u00eb kushte. Ata s\u2019muj me e hek\u00eb prej zemre. S\u2019kemi pas\u00eb kushte me e qit\u00eb, se ai ka pas\u00eb qef me dal\u00eb jasht\u00eb. Me shku n\u2019Evrop\u00eb. Fatmiri o marr\u00eb me top, ka lujt\u00eb n\u2019shkoll\u00eb, mir\u00eb jon\u00eb kon\u00eb tu shku boll. Po qe, lufta\u2026 e paska pas\u00eb qishtu.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fadili e ka t\u2019kryme shkoll\u00ebn e mesme. Mas shkoll\u00ebs ka punu. Kena pas\u00eb lop\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, ka rujt\u00eb qitu af\u00ebr. Ka punu edhe privatisht, i nimojke bab\u00ebs s\u00eb vet kapak. K\u00ebta t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt ishin t\u2019rij, k\u00ebta n\u2019shkoll\u00eb. E Halimi, q\u00eb osht jasht\u00eb, ai e ka kry edhe vitin e kat\u00ebrt t\u2019shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb mesme k\u00ebtu. Po, kan\u00eb pas\u00eb nis\u00eb me ju hi n\u2019shkoll\u00eb, n\u2019Vaganic\u00eb i thojm\u00eb atje. Ju hishin me thika e me g\u00ebrshan\u00eb e me\u2026 qishtu hijshin, po nuk e dijshin kush ishin ata. Edhe e kena hjek\u00eb pi shkolle.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatmiri o kon\u00eb n\u2019shkoll\u00eb t\u2019mesme edhe ka pas\u00eb qef me lujt\u00eb futboll. Ni dit\u00eb pa i qit\u00eb n\u2019kolon\u00eb Fatmirin e kan\u00eb nxan\u00eb dy shkije (serb\u00eb) n\u2019shkoll\u00eb. Jon\u00eb kon\u00eb kah lujn\u00eb n\u2019sall\u00eb, edhe i kan\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cA e ki gati me kry?\u201d. Ai ka qen\u00eb Ratko Sllaviqi, i k\u00ebtuhit. Edhe jon\u00eb dal\u00eb. Ni dit\u00eb pa hi n\u2019kolon\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatmiri at\u00eb dit\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb funit q\u00eb e kom pa, m\u00eb tha: \u201cNan\u00eb, ve\u00e7 i kom 16 vjet se isha shku me e marr\u00eb motr\u00ebn, se anej jon\u00eb hi n\u2019qytet po kallin, edhe po vrajn\u00eb. Isha shku me e marr\u00eb Hafiz\u00ebn, ve\u00e7 s\u2019kom let\u00ebrnjoftim\u201d. Hafizja pati shku n\u2019shpi, k\u00ebtu ke tu nejt\u00eb si refugjat, po shkoi n\u2019shpi. Shpin\u00eb e ka te ushtria aty. N\u2019ball\u00eb, si t\u2019dilsh prej tuneli, e ka gati n\u2019Bajr.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un\u00eb kurrgjo s\u2019ju thash\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb djelve. Kurrgjo hi\u00e7. Ve\u00e7 i kqyra. Ky Kujtimi ve\u00e7 e kish ungj\u00eb kryet edhe ve\u00e7 sa s\u2019kajke, se edhe i ri. U nis\u00ebn, u dan\u00eb prej neve edhe shkun te vllau jem t\u00eb tret\u00eb. Qaty jena da, ma s\u2019i kom pa.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sot e menoj, pse u dajsha pi tyne? Pse? Pse s\u2019ju nejta af\u00ebr, pse u dajsha pi tyne? Se s\u2019m\u00eb doket jeta kurrgjo pa ta. Qaq q\u00eb i kom pas\u00eb p\u00ebr veti. E i kom dasht\u00eb edhe m\u2019kan\u00eb dasht\u00eb se turli f\u00ebmije ka, turli nane ka. Shum\u00eb e lidht\u00eb jom kon\u00eb me ta. Shum\u00eb kom hjek\u00eb p\u00ebr ta. Nuk o kon\u00eb kollaj m\u2019i rrit\u00eb tet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb! Po du me than\u00eb, vshtir\u00eb n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Po qaq jon\u00eb kon\u00eb t\u2019knaqt\u00eb me mu, dit\u00eb e nat\u00eb kom nejt\u00eb p\u00ebr ta, shkoll\u00ebn me jau vazhdu. Me shku p\u00ebrpara, mos me met\u00eb t\u2019mrapametun. Me dit\u00eb me e shkru emnin e vet. P.sh. un\u00eb tona pun\u00ebt i kryj, po shkoll\u00eb pak, shum\u00eb pak. K\u00ebtyneher\u00eb nuk t\u2019lejshin as me shku n\u2019shkoll\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vllaznit e motrat e tyne e kan\u00eb p\u00ebrjetu rond\u00eb boll. Se Ardiana, \u00e7ika e vog\u00ebl, i ka pas\u00eb 13 vjet, po o kon\u00eb si Allahi q\u00eb e fal, sikur me i pas\u00eb 20 vjet, ve\u00e7 kukatke, u tutke, thojke: \u201cKuku qe po hin\u00eb po m\u2019marrin, kuku!\u201d. Edhe e madhja qashtu, e harrojshin dek\u00ebn. Shum\u00eb t\u2019\u00e7art\u00eb jon\u00eb kon\u00eb ata, shkije magjup\u00eb (serb\u00eb rom\u00eb), a \u00e7ka jon\u00eb ata. Kena p\u00ebrjetu boll t\u00eb zeza pi tyne, boll kena hjek\u00eb. Masi met\u00ebm qitu, hjeka sa t\u2019dush, m\u00ebrzi, t\u00eb tona. Po, \u00e7a ki me bo?  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatmirin e ka gjet\u00eb U\u00c7K-ja. T\u2019vram\u00eb. E kan\u00eb vorros\u00eb. E mas ni jave jon\u00eb ardh\u00eb, kan\u00eb kallxu. E kan\u00eb gjet\u00eb, qitu ma nalt osht ni vend. N\u2019qat\u00eb vend q\u00eb e kan\u00eb vra, qaty ka met\u00eb nont\u00eb dit\u00eb me djal\u00eb t\u2019hall\u00ebs, me burr\u00eb t\u2019hall\u00ebs, me ni shok t\u2019vetin. Fadili nuk dihet kah o shku. O qatje, o ni sptial, o qitu, o vet\u00eb i treti. N\u00ebp\u00ebr hoxhallar\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr… dej n\u00ebp\u00ebr vorrime (zhvarrosje) jena shku me kqyr\u00eb mos pi gjajm\u00eb teshat a di\u00e7ka. Po jo, s\u2019kena marr\u00eb asni lajm pi tij.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fadilin p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u2019funit e ka pa ni kojshi qitu. Ia ka \u00e7ky majic\u00ebn e mrenshme, edhe ia ka pshtjell\u00eb qat\u00eb dor\u00eb, tha, se i shkojke gjaku. Edhe o hi n\u2019at\u00eb far\u00eb ur\u00ebn p\u00ebr Mitrovic\u00eb, n\u00ebr at\u00eb ur\u00ebn o hi Fadili, ka dep\u00ebrtu pi kolon\u00ebs. Pak ka kallxu plaki \u00e7ka kan\u00eb fol\u00eb, se tha: \u201cMrrini milicia, mrrini ushtrija\u201d. Edhe me \u00e7ik\u00ebn e plakit ishin pa. Fadili i kish than\u00eb atij: \u201cUn\u00eb vallahi jom hyp\u00eb mi do taraba aty n\u2019oborr, edhe ve\u00e7 m\u2019kan\u00eb plagu, e ata i vran\u00eb, o Zenel\u201d. I ka tregu Zenelit dhe \u00e7ik\u00ebs s\u00eb tij se ata i vran\u00eb. Tani mo, a e kan\u00eb gjet\u00eb, dikush thojke k\u00ebshtu, dikush ashtu, kurrfar\u00eb informata t\u00eb sakta nuk kemi. Qe 19 vjet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vorri i Fatmirit osht qaty ku e kan\u00eb vorros\u00eb U\u00c7K-ja. Jon\u00eb aty burri i hall\u00ebs s\u00eb vet, djali i hall\u00ebs s\u00eb vet, Fatmiri me shok. N\u00eb nji fshat, i thon\u00eb Vaganic\u00eb. Fatmiri s\u2019o kon\u00eb n\u2019U\u00c7K, po ata u deshke me i marr\u00eb t\u00eb dekunit. Se e kan\u00eb pa q\u00eb s\u2019ka kush me i shti n\u00eb dh\u00e9. Luft\u00eb. Trupi osht hala ku e kan\u00eb vorros\u00eb. Une bile i thojsha burrit: \u201cBimani qitu se s\u2019po ngihna mall! Bima qitu!\u201d. Kena pas\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb k\u00ebtu ve\u00e7 bah\u00e7e, 12 ari trull. E thojsha: \u201cBima qitu me e vorros\u00eb\u201d. Thojke: \u201cJo, se me shok\u00eb duhet me u vorros\u00eb\u201d. Edhe jom pajtu q\u00eb qatje o vorros\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her\u00ebn e par\u00eb me ia vizitu vorrin kom shku me \u00e7ik\u00ebn e madhe, edhe me nji dhand\u00ebr, edhe me Kujtimin, kur i ka ra Bajrami i par\u00eb. Kom kajt\u00eb e s\u2019kom kajt\u00eb deri dikun. Haku i \u00e7ik\u00ebs edhe haku i Kujtimit. Kujtimi na u ka smu. Brit, kaj, brit, kaj, ia ka gjet\u00eb teshat. Krejt senet n\u00ebp\u00ebr xhepa t\u2019jaknes: sapuna t\u2019rroj\u00ebs, kollinosa, \u00e7orap\u00ebt, k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt p\u00ebrmi vorr, jaknen e l\u00ebkur\u00ebs mi vorr. Ky tani ka kajt\u00eb, ka brit\u00eb, pa vet\u00ebdije e kemi pru te shpija. Mule n\u00ebp\u00ebr mjek\u00eb. Kujtimi me korrkon s\u2019e bon llaf k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb, as me kon s\u2019flet. Qashtu ve\u00e7 rrin. Kujtimi osht i gjashti f\u00ebmij\u00eb. E sot e at\u00eb dit\u00eb o met\u00eb qashtu, as nuk punon. Para lufte ka punu. Para lufte ta ka majt\u00eb krejt k\u00ebt\u00eb shpi Kujtimi, se nusja moti o dal\u00eb. Krejt ma ka majt\u00eb shpin\u00eb, un\u00eb e kom kqyr\u00eb, kom p\u00ebrgadit\u00eb buk\u00eb, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt me ia la e… Tash jo, tash ve\u00e7 rrin. As nuk osht n\u2019pun\u00eb, as nuk osht i martum; 34 vje\u00e7.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00ebr me e gjet\u00eb Fadilin, ma shum\u00eb o marr\u00eb burri. Ka dhan\u00eb deklarata, p\u00ebr me e gjet\u00eb. Djali, Kujtimi, o dal\u00eb, s\u2019ka lan\u00eb kund vorre pa kqyr\u00eb, mos p\u2019i gjinet naj shej\u00eb e tij. Kah s\u2019o shku me shoqni. S\u2019ka mujt\u00eb kurrgjo me marr\u00eb informat\u00eb. E pa u kry lufta, na kan\u00eb lan\u00eb shum\u00eb me shpres\u00eb, se thojshin n\u2019spital osht, jo e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb prej spitalit, u sh\u00ebru, e kan\u00eb n\u2019dor\u00eb, tu u sh\u00ebru e pa qef e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb, osht n\u2019burg, osht vet\u00eb i treti, e hoxhallar\u00ebt kan\u00eb me e l\u00ebshu e… Kurrgjo hi\u00e7, qe 19 vjet kurrgjo hi\u00e7, fati i tij kurrgjo hi\u00e7. Po presim, po kurrgjo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un\u00eb krejt familjen e kom prej veti, shum\u00eb ma largojn\u00eb m\u00ebrzin\u00eb, mundohen me at\u00eb t\u2019veten. I kom qita dy nipa, i lutna Zotit. Fadili s\u2019po gjinet, po e presim fatin e tij. Fatmiri e di q\u00eb osht i vram\u00eb. Ama, i lutna Zotit, q\u00eb i kom qita dy nipa, i kom t\u2019mir\u00eb, i du edhe m\u2019dojn\u00eb, edhe ma largojn\u00eb pak m\u00ebrzin\u00eb. E vijn\u00eb na p\u00ebrqafojn\u00eb, e na dojn\u00eb, e ulet njani knej, njani anej, e mu m\u2019doket sikur m\u2019i pas\u00eb edhe ata dy n\u2019shpi. Se qaq jemi t\u2019lidhun. Po vallahi boll edhe burrin e kom t\u2019mir\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nipi i madh e ka emnin e Fatmirit e, ka lind\u00eb edhe tjetri mas ktij. Po, e kom prit\u00eb fatin e Fadilit, q\u00eb osht hala dikun. E, tjetri e ka emnin Fijon. E k\u00ebt\u00eb nipin, Fatmirin, m\u2019doket shum\u00eb n\u2019shpirt e shti. S\u2019e di a m\u2019don ai sa e du un\u00eb. \u00c7ka t\u2019blej, \u00e7ka t\u2019punoj, ai as nuk han prej nan\u00ebs s\u00eb vet, as nuk pin prej nan\u00ebs s\u00eb vet. Un\u00eb jom e vetmja gru n\u2019shpi, ton\u00eb dit\u00ebn, ton\u00eb nat\u00ebn. E kur m\u2019vjen najkush i jemi, se jom vet\u00ebm, kur e shoh shpin\u00eb plot burra, m\u2019doket at\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00eb pak m\u00ebrzia m\u2019largohet. Thom: \u201cMore Zot, qe nipat, qe burrin, qe edhe djem boll apet\u201d. Ato e paska shkru Zoti, dek\u00ebn e paskan pas\u00eb, luft\u00eb o kan\u00eb. Duhet me u pajtu, se tona nana t\u00eb d\u00ebshmor\u00ebve jon\u00eb. Ka keq e ma keq. A p\u2019e shihni ajo n\u00eb Suharek\u00eb? Kur del ajo n\u00eb televizor, un\u00eb baraz me to e me djem kaj p\u00ebr to. Ve\u00e7 vet\u00eb o met\u00eb. Shyhreti, q\u00eb o met\u00eb pa korrkon. Tash, me drejt\u00ebsi, ma rond\u00eb osht p\u00ebr to se p\u00ebr mu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fadili o kon\u00eb djal\u00eb i urt\u00eb, shum\u00eb, pa asni fjal\u00eb as n\u2019shpi as jasht\u00eb. K\u00ebto m\u2019kujtohen, ve\u00e7 t\u2019mirat. Ka dasht\u00eb me dal\u00eb n\u2019Gjermani, ku o kon\u00eb tjetri djal\u00eb, Halimi, o kon\u00eb 7 vjet, prej 16 vje\u00e7, pati dal\u00eb me na nimue, se at\u00ebher\u00eb s\u2019kena pas\u00eb. Burrin e qit\u00ebn prej Trep\u00e7e. K\u00ebta f\u00ebmij\u00eb u deshke me u shkollu, me u rrit\u00eb. E me shku p\u00ebrpara, o dal\u00eb Halimi me na nimu. Ai ka pas\u00eb qef me shku te Halimi, m\u2019u pun\u00ebsu, m\u2019u martu, 24 vje\u00e7. E qato ia menoj, senet q\u00eb nuk kena mujt\u00eb me jau dhan\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatmiri kish qef me u bo futboller kur t\u2019rritet. Ve\u00e7 m\u2019i ka marr\u00eb \u00e7ika, se i kom pas\u00eb un\u00eb fotot ku o dal\u00eb ai me lojtar\u00ebt. Q\u00eb ka pas\u00eb mrri, n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb para lufte, ma i miri lojtar. Po \u00e7ika m\u2019i ka marr\u00eb, se un\u00eb i majsha p\u00ebrdit\u00eb n\u2019dor\u00eb. Edhe m\u2019i ka marr\u00eb n\u2019Belgjik\u00eb. Par\u00ebs m\u2019u kujtu, sa nisa me shku me i kqyr\u00eb, m\u2019u kujtu q\u00eb ajo m\u2019i ka hjek\u00eb. Se un\u00eb dy her\u00eb kom nejt\u00eb n\u2019spital prej m\u00ebrzije. Niher\u00eb kom nejt\u00eb n\u2019Mitrovic\u00eb pes\u00eb jav\u00eb, edhe n\u2019Prishtin\u00eb qashtu. M\u2019rajke t\u2019lig\u00ebt, s\u2019mujsha me u \u00e7u, m\u2019u bojke stres, i pajsha n\u2019and\u00ebrr shpesh q\u00eb po vijn\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, folsha me ta, m\u2019u kujtojshin kah shkojsha.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb and\u00ebrr Fadili gjith\u00eb m\u2019thot\u00eb: \u201cNan\u00eb hajde, hajde me mu, se nuk kom koh\u00eb! Hajde me mu edhe ti!\u201d. E shoh edhe Fatmirin, po ma rrall\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 m\u00eb thon\u00eb: \u201cHajde me ne!\u201d. Edhe jau kujtoj ato teshat, qysh i kom majt\u00eb, jau kujtoj fjal\u00ebt, e krejt jau kujtoj, prej n\u2019\u00e7orap jau kujtoj qysh i kom majt\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u00eb dit\u00eb te shkall\u00ebt i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb farmerkat vesh\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, jakne t\u00eb l\u00ebkur\u00ebs t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, k\u00ebmisha, me k\u00ebpuc\u00eb, me \u00e7orap\u00eb t\u2019bardha, sikur me shku n\u2019Bajram. Edhe hala ato \u00e7orap\u00eb un\u00eb i maj t\u00eb tyne. Do tesha m\u2019i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb marr\u00eb \u00e7ikat. \u201cJepja dikujt!\u201d, m\u2019thon\u00eb. Teshat ia kom dhan\u00eb ni fukaraje n\u2019Rahov\u00eb, ni kusherini t\u2019dhandrit ia kom dhan\u00eb, krejt t\u2019hekurosta. Ajo dit\u00eb o kon\u00eb ma e shtir\u00eb se dita kur e kom m\u00ebsu q\u00eb jon\u00eb vra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Teshat e t\u00eb dyve i kom dhon\u00eb. Se edhe hoxha i kish pas\u00eb than\u00eb burrit tem mos me i majt\u00eb se osht gjynah. Djali, ky q\u00eb osht n\u2019shpi, s\u2019i veshke. S\u2019dojke me i vesh\u00eb. Ai tjetri osht jasht\u00eb. Ky tjetri q\u00eb osht k\u00ebtu, as ky s\u2019dojke me i vesh\u00eb. Edhe po thot\u00eb burri: \u201cM\u2019ka thon\u00eb hoxha: \u2018jepja dikujt se osht sevap\u2019\u201d. I kom dhon\u00eb krejt. Djemt\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb dasht\u00eb me i vesh\u00eb se fort jon\u00eb kon\u00eb t\u2019lidht\u00eb mes veti. Fort jon\u00eb m\u00ebrzit\u00eb k\u00ebta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fadili pati shku n\u2019U\u00c7K, po s\u2019e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb. O shku n\u2019qat fshatin Bajgor\u00eb, n\u2019Shal\u00eb t\u2019Bajgor\u00ebs. O shku mas U\u00c7K-s\u00eb, e kena p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb, e u pata m\u00ebrzit\u00eb. U\u00c7K-ja, q\u00eb o kon\u00eb n\u2019front atje, nuk e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb, se kan\u00eb than\u00eb, nuk kemi ni her\u00eb tesha, shko n\u2019shpi, s\u2019di \u00e7ka, t\u2019th\u00ebrrasim, po s\u2019e thirr\u00ebn. E ma mir\u00eb o kon\u00eb me i marr\u00eb pushk\u00ebt, edhe me hi, bile m\u2019u vra. Fatmiri o kon\u00eb i ri, ato s\u2019ta kishin marr\u00eb hi\u00e7 e hi\u00e7. Fatmiri as let\u00ebrnjoftim s\u2019ka pas\u00eb n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb, s\u2019i ka taku. E me trup, thojshe ti me trup, sa i zoti o kon\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kan\u00eb pas\u00eb shok\u00eb shum\u00eb. Kan\u00eb lujt\u00eb me top, jon\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00eb me shoqni, jon\u00eb dal\u00eb, e i kan\u00eb pas\u00eb hallat af\u00ebr. Me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tyne kan\u00eb kalu sikur me vllazni. Sot e at\u00eb dit\u00eb jon\u00eb t\u2019lidht\u00eb mes veti. Kan\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u2019qytet bashk\u00eb. Tash, kur e ka Fatmiri p\u00ebrvjetorin, shkojna, mas dy dite. Me e ni qysh e lexojn\u00eb ata p\u00ebrmes interneti, p\u00ebr Fatmirin, q\u00eb kan\u00eb lujt\u00eb bashk\u00eb, \u00e7ka shkrujn\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk di ku me e kqyr\u00eb. Shok\u00ebt e tij vijn\u00eb edhe me na vizitu. I ka dy shok\u00eb bineq, ata kan\u00eb qef bile edhe shpesh m\u00eb vizitojn\u00eb. I ka pas\u00eb shok\u00eb, i ka dasht\u00eb shum\u00eb edhe e kan\u00eb dasht\u00eb. Po qe ni koh\u00eb nuk po vijn\u00eb… se po thojn\u00eb: \u201cNa kur p\u2019i shohim nan\u00ebn e bab\u00ebn q\u00eb po m\u00ebrziten…\u201d Edhe jon\u00eb largu. Mu m\u00eb vjen shum\u00eb mir\u00eb kur ia shoh shoqnin\u00eb q\u00eb vijn\u00eb. Q\u00eb kom pas\u00eb qasi djali, p\u00ebr m\u2019i prit\u00eb dikush t\u2019mirat prej tij. Si prind\u00eb na me e ndi q\u00eb o kon\u00eb i mir\u00eb. Shok\u00ebt, \u00e7ka i njoh un\u00eb qitu, krejt i kan\u00eb pshtu. Qe ni shok qitu af\u00ebr e ka, n\u2019krye t\u2019sokakit e ka shpin\u00eb. Ai p\u00ebr \u00e7do Bajram m\u2019vjen. Po mir\u00eb, o rrit\u00eb te dajt\u00eb, nana e vet o kon\u00eb nda prej burri, po qaq i mir\u00eb o bo, e qaq shok i mir\u00eb i tij, e du, e du edhe e neroj, edhe m\u2019neron si nan\u00eb. E ai vjen gjith\u00eb Bajramave, pos krejt k\u00ebtyne tjer\u00ebve. E m\u2019p\u00ebrqafon, e m\u2019fol, si nan\u00eb m\u2019din. Na s\u2019kena kerr, un\u00eb dal qishtu, me i marr\u00eb paret e pensioneve t\u00eb tyne, p\u00ebr t\u00eb dyt\u00eb 203 euro, mbasi fati i Fadilit nuk dihet hala. E thot\u00eb ai, ve\u00e7 se na sheh ka kalojm\u00eb, thot\u00eb: \u201cHamide ku po shkoni?\u201d. I thom: \u201cPo shkoj posht\u00eb\u201d. E din ai, s\u2019muj me ia spjegu q\u00eb po shkoj me i marr\u00eb paret e djelve. Thot\u00eb: \u201cAni, qe p\u2019e dhezi kerrin e po t\u2019\u00e7oj, vallahi si nan\u00ebn teme\u201d. E, Bajramin q\u00eb vjen, un\u00eb pa e ble ni k\u00ebmish\u00eb, ja sa t\u2019kom mund\u00ebsi, ni par\u00eb \u00e7orapa, me ia dhan\u00eb atij, p\u00ebr borxh t\u2019Fatmirit. Un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk e lshoj p\u00ebr Bajram ato pa naj sen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ky shoku i Fatmirit osht i martum, i ka dy vajza. Mir\u00eb boll, ama kur i shoh f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij, thom: \u201cEh, t\u2019kish lan\u00eb Fatmiri, ja Fadili, djal\u00eb, \u00e7ik\u00eb, nashta ju kishin ngja\u201d. Nipa po, kom, po \u00e7ka me bo, qishtu koka kon\u00eb e shkrume. Un\u00eb e kom bo pajtimin, ve\u00e7 me u mundu p\u00ebr qita q\u00eb jon\u00eb gjall\u00eb. Se nana osht e njejt\u00eb, si p\u00ebr \u00e7ik\u00eb, si p\u00ebr djal\u00eb. Po qita jon\u00eb kon\u00eb ma t\u2019mir\u00ebt.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00eb kujtohet niher\u00eb, Fadili o kan\u00eb tu e rujt\u00eb lop\u00ebn, se qitu kur jemi ardh\u00eb o kan\u00eb ve\u00e7… rasadnik i thojshim at\u00ebher\u00eb, ve\u00e7 pem\u00eb ka pas\u00eb. Votht\u00eb e dukatit i ka gjet\u00eb t\u2019pshjellt\u00eb n\u2019gazet\u00eb, voth t\u00eb ram\u00eb t\u00eb dukatit. At\u00ebher\u00eb u bojshin ata voth\u00eb t\u00eb shkrim\u00eb, po koxha dukat. O ardh\u00eb te shpia, ka than\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb i kom gjet\u00eb votht\u00eb e dukatit kah e ruj lop\u00ebn, n\u00ebr hije jom ungj\u00eb me hang\u00ebr buk\u00eb, me pushu, i kom gjet\u00eb votht\u00eb e dukatit\u201d. \u201c\u00c7ka bone evlad? Qysh i gjete?\u201d \u201cVe\u00e7 i pshtolla, se ka pas\u00eb edhe tjer\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, as s\u2019ju kallxova, ve\u00e7 i pruna te shpia\u201d. \u201cAni \u2013 i kom than\u00eb \u2013 djali jem, se qashtu duhet. Ata dikush i merr. Ti qata i kishe pru, t\u2019kishin met\u00eb marak\u201d. \u201cPo \u2013 i thom \u2013 mo ni qibrit n\u2019e gjetsh, mos e bjer. N\u2019pa\u00e7a me \u00e7ka, e dhezi, n\u00eb mos pa\u00e7a, bab\u00ebn e ki n\u2019pun\u00eb, e blen. Se qekjo t\u2019hin n\u2019gjak. Pak nihere, pak nihere, edhe at\u00ebher\u00eb i qet t\u2019mirat me ni an\u00eb, i merr t\u2019kqijat. Kur t\u2019i marrsh t\u2019kqijat, e t\u2019hish n\u00ebr ur\u00eb, besa koxha zor osht me dal\u00eb\u201d. Se nuk osht me t\u2019folun, po osht me t\u2019lindun. Me t\u2019folun duhet me ia nimu, po ve\u00e7 qysh te fal\u00eb Zoti insanin.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00eb drejt\u00ebn me than\u00eb, i kom rrit\u00eb un\u00eb n\u2019kallabllak, pes\u00ebdhet\u00eb rob\u00eb qitu jena kon\u00eb. Shtat\u00eb kunata i kom pas\u00eb, motra t\u2019burrit, e dy halla t\u2019burrit. Jo q\u00eb me than\u00eb, se p.sh. tash n\u2019telefon t\u00eb vesin niher\u00eb, a je n\u2019shpi, a ki koh\u00eb, sa ki koh\u00eb, a ki me shku kund, un\u00eb po vi. At\u00ebher\u00eb tri jav\u00eb a ni muj qitu me… nont\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, njona i ka pas\u00eb. Un\u00eb me qito dy duer t\u2019mia, kurr\u00eb pa e \u00e7el\u00eb goj\u00ebn. Ka 15 a 16 buk\u00eb, tri her\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb gatujsha. Se at\u00ebher\u00eb nuk ka pas\u00eb as qaq k\u00ebtu… Mitrovica gjith\u00eb o kon\u00eb e mrapametun. Ve\u00e7 sa mos me than\u00eb skamje! P\u00ebrpara, valla jo, ni buk\u00eb k\u00ebrkush s\u2019ta blejke. Ve\u00e7 duert e mia. Kurr\u00eb ni llaf s\u2019ma dijn\u00eb. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tyne sikur nan\u00eb m\u2019dijn\u00eb. E, drejt me than\u00eb, f\u00ebmija e mi kan\u00eb hek\u00eb. \u00c7ka o met\u00eb, un\u00eb jau kom qit\u00eb p\u00ebrpara. Kom than\u00eb: \u201cQe qita, djali jem, o met\u00eb. Q\u00eb s\u2019del buk\u00eb boll, un\u00eb apet gatuj\u201d. Qeto m\u2019kujtohen.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un\u00eb i shoh f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e djalit. Djali tash punon, o dal\u00eb me jau bo jet\u00ebn, prej kujt me ik\u00eb, prej babe prej nane. \u00c7far\u00eb nane e \u00e7far\u00eb babe. E p.sh. me ik\u00eb prej kunatave, s\u2019m\u00eb vjen seri, asni kunat\u00eb s\u2019e don kunat\u00ebn. Asni kunat\u00eb s\u2019e don kunata! A osht qashtu? Rrall\u00eb, rrall\u00eb. Ve\u00e7 me kon\u00eb p\u00ebr s\u2019tep\u00ebrmi sojnike. Po, po ik pi nane, pi babe. Ve\u00e7 sa me hjek\u00eb zahmet.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neziri osht marr\u00eb krejt vet\u00eb, tu u mundu me gjet\u00eb Fadilin. Dy her\u00eb jon\u00eb kon\u00eb do t\u2019huj, t\u2019drejt\u00ebn me t\u00eb than\u00eb, ata s\u2019jon\u00eb marr\u00eb vesh me to. Dy her\u00eb me ni police t\u2019huj. T\u2019huj jon\u00eb kon\u00eb, si zezak\u00eb. Kan\u00eb pyt\u00eb: \u201cA e keni gjet\u00eb?\u201d. \u201cKqyreni n\u00ebp\u00ebr vorrime (zhvarrosje), dikun mos po dyshoni n\u2019tesha, n\u00eb t\u2019mathme\u201d, qito. E k\u00ebta ton\u00ebt sen, kurr\u00eb.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur o kon\u00eb viti i ri, se bash ky djali me sindrom tash me 5 maj, 24 vjet m\u2019i bon, edhe i kish pa krejt me \u00e7okollata, me sene. Tha: \u201cNan\u00eb, a po shkojna n\u2019shitore me ble di\u00e7ka? Hajde edhe ti!\u201d Thash\u00eb: \u201cEdhe un\u00eb po vi\u201d. Tha: \u201cPse mu s\u2019m\u00eb kan\u00eb pru \u00e7okollata dhurat\u00eb? I kom pa krejtve kah jau \u00e7ojn\u00eb.\u201d Se din ky, ve\u00e7 nervoz, ve\u00e7 me hapa [p\u00ebshp\u00ebrit]. Po ky, \u00e7a ka nevoj\u00eb, duhet feningun e fundit, e pate s\u2019e pate me harxhu, se ky s\u2019t\u00eb vet. Na i marrim 75 euro p\u00ebr to. Po \u00e7ka don ky? Ky ve\u00e7 soka (langje frutash) pin ton\u00eb dit\u00ebn. S\u2019t\u00eb vet a ka, a s\u2019ka. \u00c7ka lyp, duhet me ia ble. E me ia bo kushtet. Se kur t\u2019\u00e7ohet n\u2019m\u00ebngjes ni hap\u00eb e gjys\u00eb ia jap p\u00ebr qet\u00ebsim. Edhe pak me flejt\u00eb, me pushu, mos me dal\u00eb jasht\u00eb ton\u00eb dit\u00ebn. Se, burri s\u2019un del, osht i rrehun n\u2019burg t\u2019Mitrovic\u00ebs, n\u2019luft\u00eb. Ai ve\u00e7 dita-dit\u00ebs.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00ebr Fadilin, kisha pas\u00eb qef me ia dit\u00eb fatin, ku i kan\u00eb met\u00eb eshnat… m\u00ebrzin\u00eb e kena me p\u00ebrgjys\u00ebm, se s\u2019po gjindet. Edhe kur t\u00eb gjindet, kemi me pas\u00eb m\u00ebrzi apet. Pra apet ma mir\u00eb me e dit\u00eb fatin e tij, se jon\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb po gjinden. E, me e gjet\u00eb, sa jom gjall\u00eb un\u00eb, edhe baba i vet. K\u00ebto kisha pas\u00eb qef. I boj apel, kush e ka n\u2019dor\u00eb, p\u00ebr fatin e Fadilit, n\u2019Prishtin\u00eb. Prishtina e ka, se Mitrovica s\u2019ka kurrgjo. Kot flet n\u00ebp\u00ebr Mitrovic\u00eb. S\u2019ka di\u00e7ka. \u00c7ka t\u2019folet k\u00ebtu, Prishtina e ndreq. Kush e ka renin p\u00ebr me e marr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb intervist\u00eb le ta merr, jo, jo, e paska shkru Zoti qashtu.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na p\u2019e dim\u00eb q\u00eb luft\u00eb o kan\u00eb, qe 19 vjet pak shpresa. I jap vullnet vetit, i mb\u00ebshtetna Allahit me m\u2019nimu, e lutna p\u00ebr qito, e p\u00ebr t\u00eb ton\u00eb. Po, s\u2019ki \u00e7ka me bo! Qishtu u shkru! Me pas\u00eb vullnet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Ky rr\u00ebfim \u00ebsht\u00eb pjes\u00eb e \u201cT\u00eb jetosh me kujtimet e t\u00eb pagjeturve: Lib\u00ebr kujtimi me rr\u00ebfime t\u00eb familjar\u00ebve t\u00eb personave t\u00eb pagjetur nga lufta e fundit n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb\u201d, t\u00eb realizuar nga forumZFD programi n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb dhe Integra, n\u00eb bashk\u00ebpunim me Qendr\u00ebn Burimore p\u00ebr Persona t\u00eb Pagjetur, me mb\u00ebshtetje nga Ministria Federale p\u00ebr Bashk\u00ebpunim Ekonomik dhe Zhvillim (BMZ), Rockefeller Brothers Fund dhe Ambasada Zvicerane n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb) <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Prind\u00ebrit e tet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, Nezir e Hamide Avdyli, kujtojn\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur lufta i ndau nga dy bijt\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb nuk i pan\u00eb. Tre djem t\u00eb tyre, Fadili (24-vje\u00e7ar), Fatmiri (18-vje\u00e7ar) dhe Kujtimi (16-vje\u00e7ar), ishin ndar\u00eb nga familja p\u00ebr t\u2019iu bashkuar kolon\u00ebs s\u00eb njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb po deportoheshin. Kujtimi ia ka dal\u00eb t\u00eb fshihet me disa kusherij n\u00eb nj\u00eb kasoll\u00eb. Dy t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt kan\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb grupin q\u00eb e kishin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3354,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_editorskit_title_hidden":false,"_editorskit_reading_time":0,"_editorskit_is_block_options_detached":false,"_editorskit_block_options_position":"{}","footnotes":""},"categories":[50],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3525","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized-sq"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\nIntervist\u00eb me Nezir e Hamide Avdyli - DWP-BALKAN<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"noindex, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Intervist\u00eb me Nezir e Hamide Avdyli - DWP-BALKAN\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Prind\u00ebrit e tet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, Nezir e Hamide Avdyli, kujtojn\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur lufta i ndau nga dy bijt\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb nuk i pan\u00eb. 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